so here’s how productivity repays me for actually TRYING to do something for once: i try to edit right? it tells me i can’t open my photoshop. well fuck you too. dads not home so that writes off editing pictures tonight. so i decided to blog. after five thousand years. way to many stories to remember and endless spazzes, here i am again! missed me? (;

currently listening to owl city’s new album. didn’t quite like it at first, maybe because i wasn’t use to it, but i like it now. i don’t know what. i listened to the whole album again for some reason and i just realized all his songs were awesome as usual. apart for that one song with a rapper in it. no. owl city is with him and nobody else. well expect that awesome girl he always seems to have in his songs. that’s how it’s suppose to be. cute. simple. music. :D speaking of music, in the latest concert news i will be seeing all time low live on october 8 for this rockaway music festival. EPIC RIGHT?! :D i’m so excited. in fact, just like i did with MGMT i’m now listening to their songs and making sure i’m prepared. ^_^ i’ll be going with the twins, and this time lyanna, lana and olivia. they are bigggg ATL fans so it seems, so we all have this huge group. in fact even aggie said she was going. so i’m hoping we can get everybody together! :’)

in terms of stories. well. lana’s back! ^_^ saw her the other day actually, though if im not mistaken the week where she was ACTUALLY suppose to come back (she got stuck in the US due to flight mix up and the hurricane. ishhhh!) we all went to rasta. we being lyanna, izzul, justin, luen and i. so yeah, randomly went to rasta. with the same typical random conversation as usual. except for that new moment where we got kicked out of the couch area because it was apparently “not open yet” well … psh you too! =.=’ so we were stuck on the uncomfortable chairs, while the guys watched their little football match and lyanna and i just talked. with luen trying to butt in from time to time and “understand” us. HAHAHAHA, it was kind of funny to tell you the truth. xD can’t really remember what else happened that night… oh well.

the next day sarah called me and said lets hang out, she was going to the curve. so that’s exactly what i did. we ended up watching horrible bosses. while getting distracted along the way as well (i swear we always end up talking while buying tickets. xD) and i seriously hope we didn’t annoying the lady there. i think we amused her… i hope. anyway movie was starting really soon so we went up right away. after buying our snacks slash dinner. the movie was actually pretty damn hilarious, but i swear to god it felt like we watched only half of it. it was an eighteen + movie but seriously, the amount of things still censored was INSANE. it was like bloody fuck. so many of the jokes, just cut to a point where the movie just looked so weird. ;o nonetheless i was still literally bought to a point where i think i could almost have started rolling around and laughing from how fucking hilarious that movie was. damn i loved it. it was just so hilarious. and jennifer aniston’s character just made me cringe and laugh all at the same time. hahaha it was hilarious. xD anyway after the movie, we met up with sarah’s mum. headed to sakae sushi for dinner which was pretty awesome. it’s always fun being with sarah, and even her mum who’s really nice. ^_^ sarah and i have so much in common that in a way we totally understand each other so much. so yeah it was fun! :’) after dinner we found CHERRIES. for such a cheap price too (over here cherries, strawberries, blueberries and any berries really are horribly over priced and they are all so small. so it hurts our hearts since we love them so muchhh.) and it was so good and yummy. :’) it made our day. after that we just randomly walked around a bit. talked some more and eventually went to get tutti frutti. walked and talked. just really had a random hang out to be honest. she eventually had to leave, and i walked home. and that’s how the night ended. :’3

my latest big hang out was just recently. SEEING LANA FINALLY AFTER ALMOST TWO FREAKEN MONTHS. it was epiccc. lyanna and i had planned to meet lana at the curve at five. but she would come to my house first. i was actually wearing shorts that day, which was insane because i don’t really wear shorts. i mean i do but like i always feel self conscious wearing shorts in public. but i wore it, because i just finally bought myself a pair. so yeah talked to lyanna at bit at home. then we decided to walk over. funny enough sarah called asking if i wanted to hang out at the curve so i told her i’ll meet you at starbucks. which was funny enough where we were suppose to meet lana. who ended up running into sarah before us. so it really was a big jumbled hilarious mess. hahahaha but it was still awesome. when lana saw us she ran to us, like literally dramatic movie (not in slow motion) running towards us and if she could have she would have lifted me up and spun me around. i swear to god she would have, because the next thing i knew i was like hugged so tightly by her, everybody was staring and i couldn’t breath. it was pretty hilarious to be honest. lyanna just looked scared. :P like this “OHMYGOD LANA!” expression on her face. i swear i would have laughed if i could have breathed. :P anyway after the hugs were settled and the jaw breakers were given (WHICH WAS AWESOME!) we headed over to mcdonalds to have a little ice cream snack and really just catch up with each other. (:

it was actually nice just sitting there and talking about all the latest things happening in everybody’s life. including how lana’s trip went in new york and how she shamelessly tried to flirt with the guys she thought were hot. it was a real laugh because it really was unlike lana to flirt to tell you the truth so yeah, definitely a story to hear or repeat from time to time. :P after discussing that, and the fact that lana spent 50 american dollars on getting a new phone casing when she could have gotten it cheaper here we all decided to head to rasta. telling sarah to ditch her friends and chill with us. mhmm we’re definitely so nice. :P though seriously, i can’t really remember much but yeah we went to rasta. waited for whoever could come (mostly justin because that was the only one lana called i think). talked a lot. joked around. took instagram pictures. ate food. loads and loads of food. gossiped. bitched. you know typical girl stuff since we were all girls. saw a couple of people we knew, said hi and all that jazz. eventually justin arrived. random conversation and a couple more weird ass pictures added to my phone thanks to that retard. oh wait no his latest thing is videos. weird ass videos. =.=’ and really to be honest i can’t recall what else we did. i just know it was pretty random and we definitely laughed a lot. like seriously a lot.

after justin left we decided to play some pool. which involved a lot of me swearing because sarah kept screwing up all the good shots and she wouldn’t let me take her turn for her so it was like FUUUUUU! :P so yes maybe i’m a little competitive sometimes! lmfaoooo. nonetheless it was really fun and i enjoyed myself a lot. lyanna left soon after and the three of us just waited for a cab for ages. lana slowly falling asleep because the jetlag was kicking in. sarah gatecrashed my house yet again so that homo was coming home with me but after we were dropped off at the curve we actually spent an hour or so longer there meeting up with sarah’s friend and just playing … erh what did we play again? fuck forgot that card game. but we literally played cards in starbucks. after once again probably annoying that guy at starbucks i semi know due to always going to the curve. its probably because sarah and i have a habit of forgetting people are waiting for us and just continuing to talk. :P nonetheless it was still nice meeting her friends and yeah, it was really fun. :D reached home just before midnight and only slept around four after we spent the night on chatroulette because it’s only ever fun when you have somebody with you. we met a lot of pervs. a couple of cuties, especially one … swedish guy. who was super adorable. and then we met a couple of russian girls who we had an interesting conversation with. while making a lot of racist jokes left and right. it was pretty funny. hahaha eventually decided to sleep but that meant we spent some more time talking. after finally falling asleep. we woke up at like almost twelve or something? and yeah, basically more randomness till her dad picked her up. and thats how everything went. :D

then a couple days later i met up with lyanna and zandra for lunch. just a small simple hang out at the curve. we ate at the apartment and had that awesome girly chit chat as we talked and planned what zandra should do for her birthday party. after that we went around taking some pictures a bit. which was pretty fun and then we went dress shopping because zandra needed a brilliant dress for her birthday party. found this amazing dress shop that had endless amounts of amazing dresses and just went crazy. though lyanna and i were to lazy to try anything on. we did take pictures in their awesomely designed dressing room thought. mhmmm. :P anyway after that we decided to sit down a bit so we went to mcdonalds and just sat there for ages, talking with our milo ice about any topic we could think about. which was typical girl chit chat in the end but it was really nice. i love doing that. those times where you literally just talk about whatever. there was one point where zandra and i got into talking about how we’re addicted to checking in on foursquare or even facebook for that matter. hahahaha and we earned points because we checked into the same place together and it was like YEAHHHHH! xD then lyanna just looked at us like “…..” and we were like “sorry, we’re addicted to our phones” xD it was hilarious.

can’t really recall what else we did, but it was definitely nice seeing them. they eventually had to go home so with promises to meet soon we parted ways and then i just spent the rest of the day at home. talking to my lovely potterheads on twitter. xD i love my twitter buddies. i’ve gained so many followers and there are just so many people there who are such a great friend to me. i just. so amazing really. :’)

anyway, on a random note let me get these things over with: vanessa hudgens cut her hair and while i fancy the longer hair more (just like i do with emma watson) she still manages to rock the look (just like emma actually) though i have to admit it was shocking to see she actually cut her hair for that movie role. it was like “NOOOO HER HAIRRRR!” xD though she seems to be playing around the the hair extentions somehow and she looks really good with different hairstyles. like here. i still envy how completely amazing she looks no matter what she wears. she’s just stunning. oh my god and her official site is open now and you get to have personal blogs from her with her showing us pictures of the things she’s doing and it’s pretty cool actually, because there’s like loads of pictures of her and stella and i swear i love their relationship. they are like two stunning sisters with the most adorable relationship ever. i mean just look. how adorable is that? omg and this. SO CUTE. ^_^ i actually want to try the jewel thing, it looks pretty cool to tell you the truth. ;o speaking of cute friendships, vanessa and ashley are still the best of friends. they recently got a tattoo together which is pretty epic. look. i prefer ashley’s tattoo more then vanessa’s but then again it’s everybody’s choice what they want to tattoo on their skin. i’m still going through a debate on what i’d actually do. for starts i think i actually do want the deathly hallows as a tattoo. another part of me really wants the 30 seconds to mars symbols because they are really gorgeous. then i’ve also always wanted a butterfly, a dream catcher and a really meaningful quote. obviously im going to have to pick between all of those because i really don’t want shit loads of tattoos. in fact i only wanted a small hidden one but i somehow know that’s going to be difficult to do now. AHHHH. dilemmas dilemmas. :P no worries, i have PLENTY of them! xD

in other delayed news, emma watson is officially dating johnny simmons for a while now. which is rather cute to tell you the truth because i totally ship young neil and hermione granger. it can be a total new movie. scott pilgrim vs. harry potter. OH YEAHHH. sounds epic right? they really are adorable together, though a part of me is still weirded out by this time thing a friend pointed out, doesn’t emma look like the girl version of johnny?! :OOOOOOOOOO nonetheless she looks happy, he looks happy. it’s still all cute and as long as tom insist on dating that ninja-turtle-carrot we’re stuck with how it is so the best thing that can happen is that she finds somebody nice to date. xD unless we find a way to get into their circle and convince them that TOM AND EMMA ARE TRUE LOVE. TRUE LOVE I TELL YOU! :P the amount of times gwen and i have random rants on twitter just about our frustration at jade for ruining their friendship. i can’t even. can’t even. we have plenty of names for her. :P

OMG. ONE MORE THING. IT’S OFFICIALLY SEPTEMBER! which means my tv shows are back! holyyy shittttt. watched vampire diaries the other day right and totally cried like the sappy baby i am. seriously the end just had me crying buckets. so sad. but i totally ship that caroline and tyler finally got it on with each other. mhmmm. they make vampire/werewolf sex look hot as fuck! no idea what tyler’s mum is up to but bitch don’t you go hurting my caroline! :O :O :O as for damon, stefan and elena. still such a heartbreaking story there. but seriously, bad boy stefan is SEXY. nakey damon is HABAHABA but british badass klaus is like … HELLLLOOOO THEREEEEE! (; i spent half of the time tying to slap myself out of the daze then anything! :P ahhh, i need more episodes now please! <3

i’ve actually been watching a lot of their bloopers lately. from the tv series. i found some from gossip girl. which is so cute. ed and leighton own the show. plus i love it when they all accidentally call each other by their actual names! its just like how in the vampire diaries bloopers when ian introduced himself as well … ian, before realizing he was suppose to say “damon salvatore” xD same thing happened in the 90210 bloopers. everybody just kept calling each other by their real names. it was HILARIOUS. not to mention i had no idea how perverted that cast was! seriously, since they censored nothing you just heard them swearing shit loads. everybody was swearing left and right and not the typical fuck. it was like “motherfuckerrr” and all that shit. I LOVED IT! hahahahaha. i have this weird thing where i love finding out celebrities swear because it makes them seem more real and normal. i hate when they get like … perfected into this perfect sparkly clean image. :P

anyway, enough yapping. im off to go start another blog which i’ll hopefully finish in a really fast time instead of the three or more weeks i take to normally write a blog lately. i fail i know, i fail so much. ;o
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