dear tumblr, i started a fan war on twitter the other day. it was completely by accident but i started the war alright. kind of insane to tell you the truth. i was causally minding my own business when this twihard tells me to go fuck off. being so amused i casually retweeted the tweet and sarcastically (but quite honestly) replied back saying that her message made my day. but you know, potterheads stick together through thick and thin, and they always got your back. so… cue the start of a twitter fandom war. i really didn’t mean for anything more then a casual laugh to come out retweeting that tweet. but then i suddenly got loads of tweets about how that “bitch” or whatever shouldn’t be telling me to fuck off and everybody got my back and all that. it was flattering, insane and kind of weird all at the same time. because i didn’t expect so many people to … support me. not that i was looking for a fight. i was just so amused by that person.

nonetheless a fight broke out. the persons mentions got spammed. big harry potter twitters actually started tweeting about harry potter vs. twilight as well and i just sat there like “damn, news travels fast.” and also silently going “OPPS!” but then i realize the bitch deserved it because she told me to go die and shit. and she told my friends that too so it was like, SUCK IT. please and thank you. hahaha, it was still a rather insane experience. i also gained shit loads of followers for that. which sill amazes me because the 25th is going to be my two month twitterversary and i’m nearly at 2300 followers. INSANE RIGHT? you sit there like “you like me! you really like me! :’)” on top of everybody being so sweet to me, telling me they love my tweets and so on. it’s SO flattering for ones ego but it’s also so amazing because everybody is truly just so nice. making that account was the best decision i ever came up with. definitely no regrets there.

on another note, i do fail completely at blogging. to be honest it’s actually twitter’s fault. there are days, such as yesterday aka tom felton’s birthday, where you just want to spend all day tweeting. especially when you and the entire potterhead community on twitter strive to get “happy birthday tom felton” and “draco malfoy” trending. which we did mind you. though we sadly didn’t get “sup baby, wanna smush?” trending. which is lame. because that’s SUCH a good line. nonetheless i did have fun tweeting smush tweets. (don’t worry, you don’t have to get it). i am going out tomorrow, for zandra’s birthday party. been searching hi and low for a nice birthday present for her. which i did so hell yeah for that! what else have i been doing? saw lyanna, lana and anusha laast week. anusha is somebody i also met during that first tokio hotel concert and yeah. we sadly don’t hang out that much but it was still pretty fun seeing her that day. you know that hang out where you properly bond with the person and the awkward first hang out is over? yup.

i hadn’t seen lyanna and lana for a while so it was nice to see them. we really just sad and mcdonalds and embershoppe for the longest time just talking and catching up. you know, simple things. later we went to buy movie tickets. or at least lyanna and i did. bridesmaids was the movie choice of the day, and then we only moved again when anusha couldn’t find us. forgot what we did while waiting, unless the movie was already starting but what i do know that movie time was hilarious. absolutely hilarious. the movie itself was just down right funny. it was like the girl version of the hangover somehow. yet not exactly in a way, but it was still damn funny. lyanna and i actually sat there trying to figure out who’s who in terms of character match up. and then we sat laughing saying that we’re totally going to do all the embarrassing things they did at lana’s wedding. including fight to tell the best embarrassing or touching story. oh wow. lana said “don’t you dare” but we’re so planning it. it was actually quite hilarious how she kept getting embarrassed on behalf of the main character. she was literally squirming in her seat. hahaha. so cute. then there was that moment when she totally was crushing on the irish guy. the minute he said “fucking hell” or should i say “foking hell” she was like (in my translation) “OH SWEET JESUS!” xD then there was that ever so hilarious moment before the movie even started when lana was like “wait, IS THIS A SCARY MOVIE?!” really loudly. and lyanna and i just started laughing. then lana started panicking. really loudly i shall add again. and we just were to busy laughing to tell her. but of course we did in the end. she then calmed down for a bit. until the movie almost started and it was written there “18+” and she was like “WAIT. IT’S 18+?! WE’RE NOT EIGHTEEN!” like in this really innocent but loud voice and lyanna and i were like “ohmygod lana, shut up!” then she kept bugging us on it and it was like “SHHHHHHH!” god it was so funny. hahahahaha. then a sex scene (which got censored) happened and she realized why the movie was 18+.

ah, story of my life. a casual day between me and my friends and then bam. randomness happens. speaking of randomness. I MISS THE TWINS. k, that is all. anyway to continue with the story, after the movie lyanna sadly had to go. so after she left the rest of us headed back to mcdonalds (because we’re fat kids like that) to eat dinner and spent the rest of the night recapping hilarious stories of our life. mostly about drunken lana. :P and then lana proved her craziness by getting irritated at anusha for not having eaten her burger yet and was like “ARE YOU GOING TO EAT YOUR BURGER!?” oh lana, lana lana lana. :P hahahahahaha. the friends i have. god i love them! xD

what else? i’ve recently been craving for adventure again. what with life being so slow in a way. parents are planning my future. talks about college have been getting closer and i sit here wondering what i’m truly good at. i can write. i enjoy writing. i enjoy taking pictures. i should learn how to play the guitar. i want to sing. so badly. but my voice is neither amazing, yet horrible. it’s right in the middle off being, okay. maybe i could learn, to make it better, but right now i don’t see how. i wanted to get rich fast, never have to live a stressful life. but then again that’s everybody’s dream right? what else… the more i think about college the more scared i get for the future. the feeling where i realize how much i fear failing. i really don’t want to fail. but i guess, sometimes you got to take that leap when its time to leave the nest in a way. all birds do when they learn to fly. then natural instinct kicks in. but then again, that’s still a scary leap. =/ gah, the future. something that scares me so much. i sit here casually ignoring it because it’s safer to just stay in my little bubble.

anyway, i can’t really think of what else to write. i watched glee the other day. the new season looks rather interesting. quinn is rebeling. finn and rachel are sickeningly sweet. kurt and blaine are extremely adorable and i so ship them. darren criss remains flawless. kurt and rachels friendship is absolutely adorable. mercedes still weirds me out. brittney is awesome. tina and mike are asian as usual. :P and sue is just extremely mean. the only thing that annoys me the most is that mr sue is still with emma. i really don’t like them together and i think holly would be so much better. plus, what are they living together now? just. so. weird.

k. i actually should go watch my vampire diaries episode tonight. so i shouldn’t make it a late night. on a rather potter note, found this the other day. it’s probably one of my most favorite cast videos from them. especially because there’s so much feltson in it. i ship feltson and i regret absolutely nothing. that is all! i also ship tupert. mhmm. tupert. you heard right. i mean look, if this doesn’t scream cutest bromance ever i don’t know what does. because seriously, tom’s friendship with matt, dan and rupert is just flawless. ABSOLUTELY FLAWLESS. i just love the harry potter cast beyond reason. they are perfection.

on a last note, I DID NOT LOOK LIKE THIS AT FIFTEEN! bloody fuck, why is she so gorgeous?! makes me feel so ugly at SEVENTEEN. jesus christ. hahahaha. oh and there’s this girl on youtube, who i forgot the name of, megan something and she looks SO much like stella. it’s insane. she’s seventeen though. or eighteen. and she can sing like DAMN.

anyway, it’s getting late. i wrote my blog in a day!!! i’m so proud of myself. :P i’ll have more to write next week though. by the end of the weekend. watch me procrastinate that! :P till next time my dears!
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