my failure in blogging recently amazes me to the utter most. i can’t even begin to explain how truly sorry i am for not updating. nor do i even know where to start in my explaination as to why i have not blogged in what? a couple of weeks? a month? i can’t even recall. but on a brighter note, i actually have a lot of stories to tell. which i probably would be to lazy, or have forgotten a lot about so i’ll write them in small facts or details. buttttt. i have been pushing myself to write write write and write till i finish it.

let me try, as best as i can to write in short details everything i’ve been doing lately. starting with… TWITTER: my twitter friends are flawless. we have crazy random tweet fun where we tweet weird pairings. we did that one day, just tweeted weird pairings of the HP characters. like “voldemort and unicorn” god, we’re so weird. i’m now at 3.3k followers. can you believe that? it amazes me as well and i’ve made so many great friends. best decision ever. on top of that, let me just say this in the calmest way i can really …. TOM FUCKING ANDREW GLORIOUS FELTON TWEETED ME BACK. brb dying.

*back from the dead* i actually stared at my screen for ages, because proceeding to jumping up and down and screaming into my pillow because tom felton aka draco freakin malfoy realized my existence for that one second of my life. which probably sounds like nothing to most people, but for somebody who’s as big as a fan as i am. that moment was fantastic. syaza even said i was adorable, because i kept sneaking looks at his tweet to me with her phone since mine didn’t have internet. hahaha, it was a beautiful moment, i swear it was such a beautiful moment. hence why i love the twitter community. or at least the POTTERHEAD twitter community. it’s brilliant. kim even went online, to tweet me (she hardly tweets) saying “GLOAT”. hahahaha i love kim, she thought me the art of gloating and not giving a fuck. she’s seriously the best. even though she’s in her twenties and i’m seventeen we just like click so much and we have the longest conversations about jason isaacs ever. she got me into crushing on him. it’s not bad though, he’s flawless. xD

anyway, what else? twitter. awesome. tumblr. still epic. facebook. new lame layout. what to do really. i’m reading three things at the same time. fanfiction. romeo and juliet and i am number four. my iphone is amazing. steve jobs died. which is horrible, absolutely horrible. you sit here, realizing that the world has lost an amazing visionary and also wondering what the fate of apple will come to now that he’s gone. especially after that blunter of a “new iphone” release they had the other day. it’s really just a sad sad thought. =/ then there’s the whole thing about how my parents can’t stop picking on me. i rather not relive the whole fight but lets just say it doesn’t help the already prominent fear that i’m going to fail at life. =/ i feel like my dads so stressed out that he just keeps venting is frustration on me. it’s horrible sometimes. but talking to mel did help cheer me up. we decided to live together. even though we want opposite things. seriously, we little want the opposite of everything we say. hahaha. love that girl. oh and i’ve been organizing my folders recently. it’s so messy, i seriously have no idea what i did with myself before. it just … IT NEEDS TO BE CLEANED UP. xD

on another note, lets talk zandra’s birthday party. that’s where the start of the story begins anyway…. i arrived at lana’s house at about 5:30. we had causal talk, caught up a bit since it was the second time (if im not mistaken) that i’ve seen her since she got back while waiting for lyanna to arrive. when lyanna got there we complimented her on how stunning she looked for zandra’s party. lucky bitch got to wear pants. zandra specifically told me i HAD to wear a dress. hahaha it’s like everybody knows i hate wearing dresses and takes great trill in making me wear them! anyway, went upstairs to lana’s place. talked to her mum a bit and ended up finding a dress for lana to wear, including raiding her mothers closet. finally found a cute one, and then my dress got disapproved by the two and i was trying on dresses till lana’s mum nicely said i could wear her dresses as well. so i ended up wearing this really nice red dress. :’) it was really pretty. the only request her mum had was that when people asked, we’d say it’s her dress. hahaahha. obviously she was joking but we still told them! xD so yes, while getting ready there was this hilarious moment when everybody was trying to put make up on lana and all that and lyanna and i were like “lana, we may not be typically girly, but we still know how to do these kind of things” and then yumi was putting on make up for lana and they were just fighting and all that so lyanna and i would keep looking at each other and laughing in amusement. it was hilarious. xD

finally ready, we left for zandra’s. i had my present all prepared. she was pleasantly shocked when she saw i actually showed up in a dress. though she was completely stressed because a lot of things wasn’t done yet. so we just tried to calm her down and all that and help as much as we could. like when we had to help zip up her dress after her zipper seemed to not want to move. oh god that was dramatic. but then again when is my life ever not eventful? :P anyway, there was just random moments after that, when olivia and siuvon arrived. a lot of chugging drinks, awkward pictures, awkward moments with two groups of people, and then slowly eventually, a lot of drunken people. i mean, i drank. but i didn’t drink to get drunk or anything. and yet all of a sudden i just saw drunken people all around me. lana was her typical hyper self. siuvon was more adorable. lyanna was just really really happy. though when she realized she had to much she’d keep telling me to either watch her and don’t let her have more or watch our friends for her since she knew she couldn’t. it was pretty damn interesting. i mean one guy puked. a lot of them were just wobbling. and i was just walking around like “i like my food.” xD

i mean, i drink, i have fun, i HAD fun, but i didn’t need to get drunk or anything. i was completely satisfied with my food. which was sooooo good. but yeah, finally people started to sober up a bit. i mean it was pretty hilarious. one guy really loved my chinese name so he’d just constantly yell it at me. xD then there was siuvon who got a bit scared when somebody was flirting with her and she has a boyfriend so she ran to lyanna and i and stuck by me the whole time. she was like holding my hand and everything. it was so adorable. then she was like “pixie, you never write on my wall! i want you to be my best friend, will you be my best friend? you always write on other peoples wall that you haven’t even met and you’ve met me! why don’t you write on my wall!?” hahahahaha then i promised her i’ll write “hi bestie!” on her wall and she said she wanted it as “best friend” in caps. HAHAHAHHAA. it was so adorable, even lyanna started laughing. xD then what else happened? oh right. before everybody got drunk lyanna’s heels broke so we all tried to put tape on it to fix it. it involved loads of tape and a big knife. we looked so cave man like, but just note that in the end it still failed. lyanna had to end up borrowing zandra’s mothers shoes. and i ended up borrowing zandra’s shoes because my heels were KEELING me. i swear the pain in my legs the next day was just horrible. xD but it was still pretty funny that’s for sure.

i can’t really recall a lot that happened. i do know it was just a mess of drunken people at one point. made a lot of new friends somehow, but i think half of the time i was either annoyed or amused. i do remember how later on when things started to be to crazy, lyanna came to me and we were looking at the food and she was just like “you wanna grab some food and just sit somewhere away from all this?” so grabbed as much food as we could and ran away laughing with lana trailing us because she realized we were sneaking away. it was pretty hilarious. i can’t really recall much. i mean we came home at 4am. darius and carlo arrived somewhere at 2am. and yeah. it was a random night. and the only reason why i completed this story was because it was already written since this blog has been in the drafts for weeks. :P yes. i do know i fail.

i think i’m just going to start a new blog. post this and start a new blog. from the scratch. yup. that’s what i’m going to do. it’s settled. god knows how long that’s going to take me but i’m going to do that! xD
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