my failure to blog saddens me. what is this, the third week i haven’t blogged? no wait. a month since i’ve last blogged? so much for trying my best to blog properly. or to try and blog the next day. no, i just end up getting distracted and not blogging for another month or so. god i fail so much sometimes.

BESIDES THAT POINT, hello bloggerverse. lets get on to me telling you how life has been… life has been interesting. busy, yet not quite busy and more or less all over the place. in my previous blog i realize that out of all the stories i forgot to mention how Rockaway went. long story short, despite the fact that i was extremely bummed out about not being able to meet All Time Low, i did enjoy myself a lot. the day of the concert was pouring rain. which would mean that second time i got completely drenched during a concert. i hid away under a tent with some people i met before at world stage waiting for either the rain to cool down or one of my friends to arrive. eventually aggie arrived and i just hung out with her and her boyfriend and the million people he seem to know while waiting for the twins. and really long story short, we gossiped, we surveyed the crowd, we enjoyed the music, we passed kyoto protocol who happened to remember me, which was pretty awesome because i mean i only met them like twice. so that was pretty sweet.

the overall day was pretty awesome. it rained a bit here and there but there wasn’t any heavy rain till late late late at night again when the used was on stage. at that point i was just tired and exhausted so the rain was kind of nice and relaxing as i just listened to the music. a lot of people started moshing to the stupidest songs though and god were they insane. one guy actually fell ON aggie. the poor girl suddenly just had this guy fall on her. it was insane. but we met a couple of people. joked here and there. i saw rachelle and met up with her because she got me food so that was really nice of her. and then during story of the year we were all just discussing how hot adam, and the rest of the band members were! then the crowd went crazy as alex from all time low came on stage and actually played a song with them. it was sweet, i swear to god it was so sweet! then all time low came on and that was just epic. totally epic. they were swearing like fuck and it was nice to see a band doing something that didn’t involve following the many rules and regulations given out in malaysian. in fact people actually ended up throwing bras on stage, like shit loads of bras and jack just casually hung it on his mic. SO COOL. i was so amused, like seriously. there was one point where they asked “so who wants to come to my hotel room tonight!?” and i was just like “MEEEE!!!” xD i saw Olivia too, she managed to squeeze her way to the front like a boss. Hahaha. it was pretty epic. the only sad part was that the rain ruined a lot of things they needed for their full set so they didn’t get to perform a full sad. bummer right? though the epic part was when alex threw a guitar pick and i could literally see it falling into my hands, till it just suddenly disappeared. so i was just standing there all dumbstruck like “where did the pick go?!” and i was also wondering why nobody was hunting for it… so i looked down. saw it right at my feet and i was like … “OH SHIT!” and just grabbed for sit, then i proceeded to spending the next second screaming with everybody who saw that i caught it. IT WAS EPIC.

i now officially have S.W.A.G. also know as “sex with alex gaskarth”. oh yes, how i approve. i how approve indeed. ;D so yeah. that definitely made my night. apart for the fact that at the end of the their set i felt like a giant big ass water bottle had been thrown on my head, only to realize that my camera was dented and wouldn’t open or close for a few minutes. while having a panic attack and even calling my dad i completely forgot to ask what fell on my head, only to later be told that it was in fact a drum stick and the first in front of me took it before i could even blink. BITCH, IT FEEL ON MY HEAD. I DESERVE THE RIGHTS TO IT! :P all in all it was a pretty good concert. aside from the fact that the hottie from all time low did not show up, due to some wedding obligations, S.W.A.G was just fine. (;

since i didn’t know much about the used i just went out to meet rachelle. collected the food and had a funny encounter when i was squeezing my way back and people were like helping me get back in asking people to move for me, till one guy screams “MOVE! HOT GIRL COMING THROUGH!” I was like … “ERH… ERH … THANKS MAN!” xD it was awkward and flattering all at the same time. anyway, when the used finally came on we had successfully befriended more people. got our cameras wrapped in plastic and had rain falling really heavily again. i think syaza said the security guards were laughing at my cluelessness to all the insane pushing. they crowd pushed so much they had to back the barriers up with security guards. IT WAS INSANE. but hey, it was freaky and cool all at the same time. quinn heard the twins when they yelled “HEY COOL GUITAR!” because it was theirs and threw a guitar pick at them. so that was pretty sweet. and at the end of the concert i did a dumbass thing where i was walking on the now taken down inner side of the barriers and the dude said i can’t. syaza was like “LANGUAGE BARRIER!” and i just said goodmorning in german of all the things to say. i felt like slapping my head and going IDIOT to myself. wait. i actually did that. xD

the chair ride home was literally the twins and i spazzing. a trip to mcdonalds. then an extreme need to pee from all of us. the a test on who gets to go to the bathroom first. lmfao. when we got back it was literally being lazy from then on. changed. got clean. watched an episode of vampire diaries and then crashed in jia’s room. well actually that was after we attempted to just sleep on syaza’s fur rug because we were to lazy to drag the bed there. but then we decided against that and just slept on jia’s bed. :P we were sadly woken up at like nine in the morning thanks to her mother. surprised her parents since they forgot that i was staying over but was told that im always welcomed. which was sweet. eventually headed to the city after a lazy morning to help their brother film something for school. then had the misadventure of finding me a slippers because i wore the wrong shoe from syaza and got blisters. really bad ones. eventually met my parents at klcc and then the night kind of got weird because miss jia was a bit of a cranky pants. hahaha

so yes that’s how my rockaway went. onto more stories that i have yet to tell. oh yay. long story short a lot of things happened lately and due to the late hours my minds a bit fuzzy to repeat everything. the latest thing i recall not writing about was that time i brought kim to rasta to meet my friends. it was a pretty fun night. full of randomness, funny pictures and even jason was there so it was nice to see him again. the night ended with lana telling kim that finding a ta\i was a little “game” we played and to top the night off a bird ended up pooping on her shoe. hahahahah after we couldn’t find a cab. it was hilarious! then we found one cab and he heard us say “the airport” even though we said “THE CURVE” and he just drove away so fast the door was still left open. like what the fuck, honestly! :P crazy person. then there was that random day where my mum had her parents over for dinner. after that i headed to the Curve with kim, we spent like an hour or two at the laundry just talking so that was nice and then we ended the night watching Tower Heist which was a bloody epic movie. i adored it. if im not mistaken the next day we went to KLCC. i met up with rachelle and we went to uniqlo to buy those harry potter shirts so i now have two very awesome harry potter shirts. you can safely say that i am indeed a happy happy kid. :D then there was that day i went to lana’s house with kim and we just went for a swim with lyanna. jun was there too so yeah it was just a pretty chilled day where we just lazed around. lana even ended up cooking for us. how sweet right? :D

the next hang out i can remember is rasta on a friday night the night before luen left for ireland. it was a pretty chill and random night to be honest. i can’t really remember much, just that i got there before lana so i was alone with luen and his retartedness for a bit. eventually lana arrived and so did justin. then justin made a comment about me wearing a harry potter shirt. then a couple other people came and sat at our table and then everybody started talking about azrie’s awesome varsity jacket. which mind you i really want to get for myself. varsity jackets are so awesome! and what else happened? i can’t actually recall… it was really just random chic chat. stories here and there. more randomness. and then eventually justin went home. the other friends there left and luen, lana and i walked all the way down to this bar so the two of them can have beer as a goodbye kind of thing. i had to keep yelling at luen to slow down due to one of his steps being two of mine (stupid tall person! :P) but eventually we made it to that place. had a lot of random hilarious moments as lana slowly got drunk and luen just didn’t get drunk at all. regardless of how much he drank. it was pretty hilarious and a nice night. especially that part when i just made him hold my bag for a second because i had to fix my shoe or something and he ended up just walking with it for five minutes in this strut kind of pose. dear god it was insane. but sadly we had to leave and so did he and the hugs he gave us. omg it was like the biggest hugs ever and it was kind of really honestly sad. we said goodbye like five times and blah. i hate goodbyes, even if the person is coming back i still hate goodbyes. anyway, he should be back soon so yay for that. :D

the next on my list of stories is olivia’s party. i went to zandra’s house early and met up with lana there. we hang out for a bit just randomly talking. then lyanna arrived and she realized we hardly saved her pizza because we’re such fatties. hahaha eventually we started to get ready. dressing up lana in this perfect outfit and just you know being girly, doing our make up and finding the perfect dress. then we camwhored because zandra’s camera is flawless and took tons of pictures and eventually we walked all downstairs all ready and prettified only for zandra to realized she forgot to print out her ID. smooth move darling. lmfao when that drama was finally resolved we got ourselves into a cab and headed for the hotel. long story short, the hotel literally had the same thing where all the girls were getting ready and me being me, was just typically hungry. damn i love you food. anyway, it was slightly awkward for me as it always is when you meet new people but eventually it got fine. people loosened up, things got less awkward, more pictures were taken and make up was touched up. there was a shot of vodka here and there and some other stuff. people got hyper. i happily got my happy fat kid food and watched as everybody got a littllleeee bit gone as the fun started. hahahaha. it was rather amusing. oh the things the sober person sees when surrounded by high or drunk people. HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway, we eventually left around 10:30. headed downstairs with everybody all a little bit lost, amused (well i was) and talkative. it was really an interesting time for me i won’t lie about that. waited for olivia’s car and when it finally arrived we had the amazing discovery of how said car managed to fit about 12 girls all into the back seat. to say it was cramped was a bit of an understatement. there came a point where i couldn’t feel anything, not to mention the fact that all the people managed to create an effect which lead to my dress being pulled down. i was like “SHITTT” but hey, at least nobody saw no shit. hahaha anyway, eventually arrived at rootz. gained the blood back in all our legs and yeah from there it literally was just the mess of getting into a club, dancing, getting drinks, barely being able to hear each other but having fun regardless. then people started getting drunk. now that was pretty hilarious, not to mention we got the couch area with the pole so everybody was dancing there. lana was too… she claims it was because she was drunk and needed her “balance” mhmmm. whatever you say lana, whatever you say. (; anyway, that’s pretty much how it was. dancing the night away. meeting some of lyanna and lana’s old classmates from their younger years and then eventually leaving the club at like three when danny (her bodyguard) told us she was drunk. hopped all back into the car home. lied to olivia and told her it was five and that we HAD to go home because her drunken self felt bad that she “ruined” our fun. oh really it was just an insanely amusing night.

back at the hotel it was a mess of getting ready for bed. realizing how amazing tuna taste like when you’re just starving for food and snacking as we waited for zandra and lana to get back (the car was full so they had to find another way back) eventually lyanna and i went downstairs to the lobby in our pajamas while holding tuna sandwiches like hobo’s. then she made me ask the receptionist for extra blankets since she didnt want to ask eventually the others got back, and then there was this random moment when lyanna and i didnt want to allow lana to sleep on the bed we claimed as ours. but she was to tired so she said “fuck you guys.” then she started rambling on about how it’s so easy to find the “fucking light” all you have to do “is go to the switch and switch the fucking light off, for god fucking sake just switch the fucking light off” when i couldn’t find where the CABINET light was. spent ages searching for it as everybody either laughed at lana’s ramble or me searching for it. till FINALLY danny took pity on me and got up and turned it off in the most random places. what the …. HAHAHAHA.

after sleeping at about what? four? five? god knows. lyanna and i woke up at around seven because hanna’s alarm went off and NOBODY heard it. seriously, we waited for ages but nobody woke out till i eventually had to just shut the phone off. everybody was too cranky to care at that point. after that lyanna couldn’t sleep anymore so i remember drifting in and out of sleep as she insisted that i talked to her. haha eventually by 9am olivia woke up saying she was hungry and yeah it was really all a blur till olivia finally came back with food for us to eat. then we just sat there recollecting and retelling the stories of what happened yesterday. it was pretty fun, especially when we started looking at the pictures and all you could do was laugh at the drunken pictures taken. eventually it was time to leave the hotel so we all headed out into the brave world (heres me being dramatic) to go for another adventure of squishing everybody into the car. hahaha. anyway we went to olivia’s house from there. which was really awesome. i adore her room and her vanity table was so flawless that everybody ended up feeling the need to put on make up because it showed you every little pimple. hahaha insane. anyway after chilling there for a bit we went to in house. had lunch there and just talked and shit. ended up seeing khal and kunal as they were there was well and yeah it was pretty chill to be honest. except for the part when i was leaving and i managed to fall back into the couch. smooth movie huixian. smoooth. xD

two more stories and we shall be done with this long ass blog. i figured i can’t be bothered writing two so i just might as well put everything in one. especially since it literally took me like a month to update. yay right? im so awesome at procrastinating over my blog. hahaha anywayyyy.

there was a random day where i saw the twins around dinner time. they were with their friends but we met up anyway and ended up watching breaking dawn. hahaha kim actually took a seat away from us. how nice of us. :P but she did say we behaved better then she expected. not that we actually did behave properly. i was sitting next to syaza and she was like whispering shit to me the entire time especially after one of them said a line. like when jacob imprinted on the baby she was crude enough to say “and now he wants to fuck her” then we burst out laughing so loudly and we started like slapping each other because we were trying to shush each other. it was insanely hilarious because that happened more then once. the movie itself was boring, we got bored fast and while some parts were alright and we did agree that twilight has the talent of making the actors look worse then they are, because some are pretty talented, we still got bored and to be honest it wasn’t that great off a movie. in fact that birthing scene was so fucking corrupted we nearly wanted to puke at some times. insane right? not that we saw much because dear malaysia censored most of the shit. anyway after the movie the twins friends left and we just headed to mcdonalds to sit somewhere. jia started trolling my phone so i now have shit loads of pictures of her. i wore syaza’s chelsea 69 shirt for the hell of it and kim just stared at us weirdly as we started either laughing uncontrollably (to a point where syaza started having her high pitched voice) or simply talking in a weird accent. like irish or british or something. idk we kept switching. hahaha anyway since it was already late and their brother couldn’t pick them up so they ended up going to my house for the FIRST TIME EVER! they have now fallen completely in love with tobie and really it was just almost like a sleepover for a while. they tuned my guitar for me, we had a twitcam and like 30 over people were watching us sing lamely and just doing all sort of random shit. it was insane. especially the singing part because we just kept laughing and shit. but hey it was really fun. eventually zikri came to pick them up and he mentioned something about me being just like them. which is sweet because we are triplets yaknow? ;D that day syaza and i were both even wearing stripes without planning! hahaha

anyway if im not mistaken the next day we baked cookies which was awesome and then kim got invited to go ice skating so we went. met up with her school friends which was honestly slightly awkward for me because they couldn’t speak english all that well and i kept forgetting but it was fine after a while. being back on the ice again made me realize how much i missed ice skating. i mean seriously, i adore ice skating. it’s honestly so much fun. and it makes me feel so free when i skate. it was actually pretty fun too because i made friends with some dudes with hockey skates and for some reason after that literally all of them started talking to me, including the “ice police” and the dude who worked as a DJ there and shit. it was pretty hilarious because one chinese dude took a liking to me somehow in a friendly way to a point where he’d keep trying to make me fall and when i told them goodbye he ripped my tag off and told me that i’m not allowed to leave and that i also had to hug him. it was hilarious really. i was so entertained. went ice skating the NEXT day as well because that was what was originally planned. with the twins this time and that was also fun. we skated till our feet hurt. we talked. we were random. actually we even tried ball room dancing at one point. on ice. oh yeah we were pretty cool. eventually it got late so we decided to head out. took ages to decide what to get for dinner. satisfied syaza’s craving for pepper lunch and made her order in an irish accent. she almost bailed! hahaha and then we went down to PIERCE HER EARSSS!!!!! yes, i actually got the girl to pierce hear ears! it was awesome. lmfao the way she freaked out was hilarious. she didn’t even see the first shot coming. then the second shot she made me hold her hand and i had to distract her with like zac efron and jared leto. lmfaooo.

but eventually she had her ears pierced so good for her! then we decided to sit like hobo’s in this little corner facing the ice skating ring and just rate the people falling down. it was so much fun. plus it left us with a better battle plan. next time we do random shit in the afternoon and then skate during the night. plus i now know people at the ice skating rink so it makes it more fun! :’) my phone is always filled with pictures of syaza when i’m with them though because since that girl lost her iphone she has turned my iphone into hers and i even have her twitter logged in because she keeps going on it. hahaha oh the things i do for friends. but really, its always fun to see the twins. at one point we were watching them dance to camp rock songs on ice and we just started dancing randomly in public trying to follow the dance moves it was pretty hilarious. xD after that we literally went home. nothing that much happened. a couple of days ago i randomly met up with lyanna at the curve for the hell of it. we watched arthur christmas which turned out not to be that amazing. we should have realized that when we saw justin bieber before the movie even started. it should have been a signnnn! but yeah, it literally was just the two of us that day. which was pretty nice. we both got this really cool earrings and we spent the day just thinking up christmas presents and well … talking. so it was nice. really nice. met up with a couple of her college friends lately. who were really nice. hilarious actually. so yes. it was a nice nice day. especially that part when meyada was all like “awww, you had a little best friends day! how sweet!” and lyanna and i both just looked at each other like … “MEHHH” hahahahaha. oh what friendship!

BUT YES. THERE. THAT IS THE END OF MY STORIES. fuck yes! finally. i’m done telling stories for a while. okay lie. i have two new outings coming soon. oh what to do. life of a social butterfly. ;D
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