- august ten two thousand eleven -*EDIT* OMFG. FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID EARLIER ABOUT POTTERMORE! well technically you haven’t read what i said about pottermore since it’s below. but still FORGET IT! emails have just been sent out and apparently it’s now a THREE email process. and apparently people are even getting letters saying they are NOT one of the million. but i just got my email and ohmyfuckinggod have i been running around screaming in my room like the happiest kid in the world because guess what, I’M IN. I’M IN! it says and i quote: “You have been selected for early entry into Pottermore! We’re really excited to confirm that you are one of the lucky people selected for early entry into Pottermore, ahead of when it is open-to-all in October, to help us add finishing touches!” I MAY JUST HAVE DIED A BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY DEATH! i’m selected. i’m one of the million. OHMYGOD! *tears up* xD THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT IN MY LIFEEEEEE! xD now i just have to wait for mid-august to september for my welcome email! @_@- - -i figured i should at least write something on this thing before i procrastinate anymore. as of right now i’ve left it open the whole day for weeks and hardly wrote a single thing. seeing as how i haven’t written a blog in nearly two/three weeks i suppose SOMETHING needs to be done soon. i’m on it! i’m writing now aren’t i? xD
the reason for my absence was suppose to be world stage. but world stage was two weeks ago. oh wait, three weeks ago. MY BAD. i suppose then my excuse would have to be for the fact that i actually started a harry potter twitter called dormiens_draco which got really popular thanks to my awesome potterhead friends that i made there, and i now have 572 followers. which is insane if you think about how my personal account took two years to get to 234 followers… I SWEAR THE POWER OF POTTERHEADS ARE AMAZING! :O i made so many friends there, and it’s only been like less then three weeks. on top of that the amount of people that are so helpful, god it’s just amazing how sweet everybody is there. i’ve actually had so much fun just spazzing with people, talking about harry potter, pretending we’re actually living that life and it’s pretty cool. a big distraction though. hence the procrastination.
my life has currently been filled with harry potter. i mean it was always before. but in an attempt to never let go, i’ve actually really surrounded my life with it. which i completely do not regret one bit. i’m close to a point where i’m actually tempted to get the deathly hallows symbol as a tattoo. the series just means a lot to me, it also taught me a lot. about family, friendship, life, love. hell what can you NOT learn from harry potter? it literally covers so many areas in terms of lessons in life. it’s quite amazing to tell you the truth. so yes, that’s why i’m considering getting that as a tattoo. one day, i’m not yet eighteen and when it comes to getting a tattoo i shall take my time.
currently stuck because i got jailed from twitter. went over my limit AGAIN but i’m determine to write my blog today. i mean seriously, it’s been weeks! and i quite honestly missed writing. reorganized my phone apps today. can’t stop staring at it. like that habit you seem to always have after sorting out something to the other most perfection. it also made me realize how much i’ve been using my phone in terms of day to day life. it’s rather funny. hmm, what else have i been doing? i’m actually a bit lost on stories to tell. i know i have to report about world stage. then the next week i got sick so there wasn’t much to say there. missed out hanging out because i spent most of the times sleeping the day off. apart from sneaking online on sunday just to make sure i got early access into pottermore. WHICH I DID MIND YOU! first day registration baby! ;D i felt so proud of myself, and it was actually really fun finding the clue and spazzing away with everybody. we’re still being tortured because our welcome email has yet to arrive and it’s been DAYYYSSSS. absolute torture i tell you! though i am happy that i got in, my username is SilverQuill105. which i find rather ironic seeing as how you were suppose to find “the magical quill”. i like the name. i also liked how every clue and test was different, it made me take part of it everyday. until the last few days where i was either out, or some technical error happened. nonetheless as of right now all i want is my damn welcome email!
this week i hung out with lyanna. we went to one utama and just spent the day walking around. shopping. going crazy in forever 21 when we saw all the pretty jewelry and me buying more bracelets for myself. it was actually a really fun day where it was just the two of us. we even got to watch rise of the planet of the apes. which we particularly watched for tom felton, but james franco was an added plus too! now, i wasn’t so sure how i was going to like a movie about monkeys. seeing as how their human like features and reactions kind of creeps me out a bit, but boy was that movie really good! i actually enjoyed watching it! sucks for tom felton though. he was a down right arse in the movie, but damn i couldn’t stop drooling over him! he was GORGEOUS. and he didn’t even have a british accent so it was like all american and just *puddles of drool* on another note the only thing that sucked was *spoiler* that he died at the end. i mean… HOW COULD THEY KILL TOM FELTON!? okay. so technically they didn’t kill tom felton. but still! my babyyy! *end spoiler* and the additional scene at the end showed hints of a sequel. WHAT IS THERE TO LIVE FOR IF HE ISN’T IN IT?! xD but yeah, overall the movie was really good and i came home realizing that in some ways i actually DID watch it somehow in the premiere week since it was only released in malaysia the previous day. damn how do i keep doing that? lmfao. movie buff through and through! xD
that’s literally what has been happening lately. i had a bored day at klcc yesterday. thank god for my phone and internet. told my parents i was going to walk around but ended up sneaking upstairs to the apartment’s couch area. :P almost met up with the twins but sadly i left before they arrived. :’( i have to see them soon. it’s been nearly two weeks! i can’t actually think of what else i’ve been doing. apart from procrastinating a whole damn lot. i also realized i should start reading again. currently reading my romeo and juliet book. it’s pretty interesting. i just have to grasp the idea of juliet being thirteen and in love. and how fast one can fall in love then. it doesn’t seem that odd though. didn’t they mostly only live till forty sometimes and married really young? it makes sense to be thinking of love and marriage so fast. but as a person not typically use to it, it is weird to read sometimes. i do enjoy the story. hopefully when i finally reach the ORIGINAL story (currently reading juliet’s story. a rewrite in modern english) i won’t be confused by the thy, thou and so forth. ;D i supposed with that said i might as well just tell you all about how world stage went. i’ll try to cut it down as simple as possible. and the end of the story also includes how the twins, aggie, evelynn and i reacted to watching the world stage premiere on the eighth. so yes, i guess … let the story begin? :D
met up with the twins on saturday because we were originally supposed to greet the band at the airport. sadly the moment i woke up the twins told me they had already arrived and through a lot of dramatic miscommunication and planning i finally got my dad to send me to alamanda instead of the airport. trying not so much to recap the drive there, lets just say it was horrible and i had to endure listening to a long ass lecture about what kind of a failure i am. then again it wasn’t particularly one sided because the twins got nagged at as well by their father… so i suppose we were both just cranky by the time we met up with each other. after the it slowly got normal again. what with us all so excited for 30 seconds to mars the next day, especially them because they actually get to MEET them. i remember that funny moment in the car when v pulled out her 30STM CD and turned to me like “just in caseeee” with a cheeky grin and i grinned and pulled out MY 30STM CD and was like “just in caseeee!” hahahaha and then we high fived and turned to syaza and were both like “JUST IN CASEEEEE!” and she was like “what! why did nobody inform me on this?!” xD poor girl. most of the day was spent following their dad around as he did his whatever he had to do. climbing in and out of the two door car and hurting myself (typical). eating lunch at klcc. just being our random typical self’s as we literally walked around pointlessly. or at least, without a point for us seeing as how we had to follow their dad. on top of that v wanted to stay at klcc to wait for the band to go there. and we were really all just hopelessly stalking twitter waiting for any signs on what the band was planning to do. which eventually was finding out that they spent the day at the pool and ordered room service. BLESS YOU BRAXTON DUDE GUITAR PLAYER OF 30STM!
debated whether to go to the incubus concert that very day because i got two free tickets from ram. instead we realized we didn’t have a ride there and it was just far to complicated so we got the tickets for the twins brother. who’s reaction to getting the tickets was hilarious. he was all like “THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!@$!@#!:” so adorable. xD SO. after going to the bank, and sitting in mcdonalds and stalking people. yes we actually spend most of that day stalking people. or people watching. just discussing what we saw. see when i’m with the twins, we tend to become really random. as if we bring out the weird in each other. which is actually really fun because i come home with loads of awesome memories so yeah. but anyway, after following the dad around we drove to the curve. where we collected the tickets. ran into keana. wished her best of luck that day because it was the finals to this singing contest she entered and then we headed back to alamanda. where mummy syaza went shopping. while v and i tried to convince her to go bake for us later on. hahahahaha. we did somehow manage to convince her! and it was actually pretty fun, we were like following her around while she shopped and talking about random things. singing along to the music. and then v and i started randomly dancing between the aisles to marry me by bruno mars. to a point where this dude just kept staring at us because we’d like skip and jump and spin around. it was HILARIOUS! then we got tired. so we left syaza shopping and went to go sit down somewhere. where v insisted on playing her little finger board thing that she had been carrying around the whole damn day. i swear she played it like EVERYWHERE! :P the amount of times i was stare at there was insane. even the twins noticed. but i was “white” to the people there, so it kind of was a given that i stuck out like a sore thumb. eventually ate dinner. burger king. then we went around trying to find what gifts the twins should give the band the next day. something traditionally malaysian. eventually found it and then we were off back to their house! xD
the mind fuck of the day was to realize it was only like FOUR or FIVE in the afternoon by the time we got back to their place. even though it felt like NIGHT TIME. so syaza and i were just like “OOOOOOH. so this is what waking up early feels like!” HAHAHAHAHA seeing as how we both probably could sleep for ages whilst v would just wake up early in the morning. trust me, i had a pillow thrown at me once because i didn’t wake up and she did. =.=’ we pretty much lazed around after that. i mean i talked to their mum a bit. cuddled with their adorable cat mimi. stalked their rooms because i haven’t seen it after they renovated. and boy did i stalk. hahaha i love their rooms, especially v’s because it’s just so organized and she had all her posters up. it was pretty cool, i need to start setting up my room properly! anyway, after that the twins started using their computers. i used my phone. then i decided i wanted to read scott pilgrim so i took the first book while staying silent as the twins fought. way more then usual mind you. and louder too. jesus those two. it went a little something like this: “why are you always putting stuff in my bag!?” “its just something small!” “it makes it so heavy!” “WHY ARE YOU SO DIFFICULT?!” and then they’d be friends again the next minute. :P syaza and i had a real laugh watching v try to wrap her gift for tomo. now that was hilarious because that girl is HOPELESS at wrapping. we were laughing so much till we took pity and helped her. but then syaza poked a hole into it by mistake. so v got mad. and then they fought again. and then i ended up wrapping the whole thing because v looked so sad that i was like “aw! here let me make it perfect for you!” hahahahaha. oh god those two! xD then played a game of speed with syaza. which i won, then lost, then won, then lost again. :P we also tried to think of a catch phase to make people say since they decided to give away two express tickets. took some random shots to “advertise” the tickets, it was so funny. we ended up going with “i’m in lesbians with you”. the funniest part was when a girl actually asked v if she WAS a lesbian. god that was hilarious. xD
syaza finally decided to go bake for us and after that things mellowed down a bit. well at least until v and i got hungry so we went downstairs to bug syaza. who ended up kicking us out of the kitchen because we were picking on her faulty batch of baking. hahaha we ran out like culprits with goodies in our hands! :P talked to their mum a bit as she showed me old pictures. v whining because she wanted her to cook her nuggets. hahaha then we just sat in front of the tv eating, watching this weird ass chinese parody movie which was so weirdly hilarious while we yet again phone swapped and started bombarding each others phones with pictures of ourselves. omg. then we started taking myspace pictures. which was hilarious because we tried to get the pout down and everything. hahahahaha it was seriously so funny. my phone is now spammed with pictures of syaza. though she says hers is full of me, which i say is just payback for what she did. but nonetheless it was still fun! xD i actually remember their mum telling us to sleep early countless of times because the twins wanted to wake up really early! but after finally eating syaza’s awesome baking and watching some more old tv shows we went upstairs to be even more hyper! hahahaha. it started off with just randomly sitting in v’s room. then we decided to try on what we’re going to wear for tomorrow and we started like trying on all sorts of clothes. v looked like a girl because she said she had to be “beautiful for her boyfriend” hahahaha. it was so funny! we even took like the most hilarious webcam photos and i wore v’s glasses and she said i looked like kat dennings. then we took a video and you could hear syaza saying something like “ARE YOU TAKING A VIDEO WITHOUT ME?!” xD
it was really really fun. especially that moment when their older sister came back and v started to panic because she was wearing her shirt without asking and she locked her door and everything. and when she thought her sister was going to come in we were like standing by the bathroom door (connected to syaza’s room) all battle ready, her with a towel wrapped around her screaming “HUIXIANS CHANGING! YEAH SHE’S CHANGING! DONT COME IN!!!!” it was so funny! hahahahahaha. then there was that epic moment when syaza and i had to carry another mattress to v’s room and we created ourselves like this queen size bed which was so comfy in the end since we all wanted to sleep in the same room. by the time the lights were out we were still talking for ages, just laughing over all sorts of things. i can’t actually recall what. but i do recall laughing for ages till like two or three in the morning maybe. we finally then fell asleep. only to be woken up at like seven something. though i fell asleep again and woke up at like eight. forced myself up actually. took a cold shower (NO CHOICE!!!) and then woke syaza up. who just whined. so i hit her with a pillow. she then woke up. we causally got ready yet in some ways we WERE in a rush because we were a bit late. then there was that awkward moment when the twins were whining because their parents kept delaying. we were hungry, tired, late and impatient and all we wanted was to line up already. finally DID make it to icity with two boxes of nuggets (our breakfast) and rushed all the way down to the line. which mine you already had people lining up (and it was like eleven in the morning. jesus!) but thank god we had our xzone passes and nobody was really lining up there. just a few people so we definitely got to the front somehow.
lining up was brutal. it was morning. we were cranky. tired. hungry. the heat was insane and at one point it even started raining rather heavy. so we used the boards to keep us safe. and that was just the first few hours! by the time the twins had to leave with aggie at like three something, evelynn and i were left to brave the hot sun all on our own. it was kinda probably just an insane blur really during the time of lining up. at first it was the twins stressing about meeting the band. then it was the heat. by the time they left it really was just the typical mix of cranky people and hyper people. then there was evelynn and i realizing that the people around us just really weren’t our type of people. on top of having to fend off all the people sneaking into the front of the line. there was SOME entertaining moment when i saw a rather cute guy, damn he was foineee. tattoo, tall, badass, swagger walk. hawttt. then there was utt. who looked GAWJUSSS. evelynn and i totally got him to wave at us after we yelled his name really loudly. we were like concert buddies that day, she was next to me the entire time. hahaha. then there was that stupid an hour before the gates open people start to stand thing. god that was hell. finally got in. realized security was pretty damn strict. then there was ANOTHER line. where the security was really nice. they even lectured us a few times to be careful when the gates officially opened because the steps are seep. but did anybody listen? NOOO. i got pushed right up against the barriers. it was brutal. but alas, not time for that just yet. in the second line up the twins started panicking because they still hadn’t gotten back yet. we made more friends. i saw more people i know. we had random conversations. we desperately drank all the water given to us. there was that funny moment when the security was teasing us with his nice cold water. but they were nice enough to give us later so that was sweet. blur evelynn even started asking questions like “why am i the only chinese here?!” yet there was chinese all around. even though we were surprisingly surrounded by a lot of malays that day. who liked beast. awkward. we kept accidental bashing wonder girls and ALMOST bashing beast. xD opppppssss?
can’t recall what else we did while waiting. i do know when the lines officially opened it was insane. got squished. but there was advantages to having x-zone passes. got to go RIGHT to the front and we got an awesome spot right at the middle of the stage. which was just amazing really. the twins eventually arrived. we ended up sitting randomly for a while. talking to loads of people and just making friends while waiting. watching the place fill up and begging aggie and the twins to buy us water since it was still rather casual to walk around. THEN THE CONCERT STARTED! ohmygod. this world stage was actually on time for once. their only down fall was that as usual security was a bitch. (oh right, did i tell you that awesome moment while still in line with the twins when the usual security dude who knows us saw us and just started grinning in amusement? like “oh those girls again!” HAHAHA YEAH. totally happened! xD) pop shuvit came on first, they were actually pretty cool. the awesome part was also when i ran or actually turned around to see alicia behind me and it was like HAI ALICIA!! :D quite cool. oh right and holly and utt were pretty awesome as well. though you can never get any of the goodies from the front. i grabbed one at one stage and the crowd just grabbed at it like vultures till i let it go. INSANE. anyway back to pop shuvit. evelynn and i were left in charge of the twins malaysian flag which was irritating at first because we had no where to put it. till we realized the advantages of having a flag with you. i mean seriously, whenever we waved it around we’d get SO much attention, like the camera was on us SO many times. not to mention the amount of attention from the PERFORMERS! *thuds* more shall be explained later, lets go insteps shall we? hahaha. but really the malaysian flag turned into such a beneficial thing for us. it was awesome!
evelynn and i got pretty hyper by the time the music started. we had an awesome time just jumping along and dancing to all the performances. even if we didn’t know the lyrics to anything. it was actually really fun just dancing. i had a blast. the beast came on, and we admitted that they were much better then wonder girls. that was for sure. the overall performance was definitely entertaining. they can dance. that i have to say. and their voices actually sounded better then wonder girls. i mean i could actually HEAR them sing. on top of two of them being rather cute. hahaha evelynn and i were constantly debating who’s cute. omg and at the end when they were handing out flowers to the girls, they threw it at our direction too which was pretty awesome and one of them gave ME a flying kiss. it was kind of random, weird, unexpected but pretty damn cool. in some ways, i mean how often can one say a k-pop dude directly gave you a flying kiss? cuz he was looking and me and everything. hahahaha whoa. xD anyway after beast there was neon trees. who i had to say was definitely the most entertaining performance of the night! tyler definitely knew how to get the crowds attention, he was definitely a bit weird but weird is somehow fitting for him so yeah the entire performance was really entertaining. as usual evelynn and i were just dancing, a thing we did for the majority of the performance. it was fun! hahaha though we were more bouncing and swaying. but nonetheless twas fun! the epic part was that during the opening song, tyler came onto the extended stage (which meant right to the front) and looked right at us and threw his sunglasses in our direction! it was awesome. though seeing as how the girl next to me reached for it the same time as i did i turned to her and was like “so who gets it?” and she was like “pleaseee can i have it? i’m a hugeeee fan” and in truth she really was so i was like all kind heart and said sure. though that bitch later got to go on stage after jared leto called her so mother fucker, should have kept the shades! lmfao. the memories of him throwing it in my direction was still nice though, so i’m not really complaining. :P ishhhhhh!
then tyler started stripping. okay not really, but he took of his shoes AND his jacket so that was something. on top of that evelynn, aggie and i all agree that his armpit hair were so distracting to look at the entire time he was performing! not to mention that ridiculously huge necklace he was wearing. god i laughed so much when we recapped about that moment. there was also this awesome moment where he swung the microphone around his neck. EPIC. omg and elaine bradley? FUCKING COOLEST DRUMMER EVER! okay? no seriously, she was just sooooo coool! :o ah and you know world stage was pretty epic with their fireworks this time. there was fire for beast. steam for neon trees and loads and loads of confetti for 30STM. oh and BOUNCY BALLS! i love those bouncy balls! FILLED WITH CONFETTI! how amazing is that? lmfao. yup, so definitely enjoyed neon trees performance. especially how he introduced some of his songs. even made us do this claw sign. omg and his introduction for animals was awesome, like i said amazing entertainer. after their performance insanity started. and i don’t kid when i say insanity. the crowd started getting restless when it was announced that 30STM was next. on top of that when the stage started to get set up the crowd got really restless (and the stage was epic btw.), then there was the mess of the security handing us out waters, which we drank like vultures. hahaha and then there was that scary moment when one scary mtv security almost kicked a dude out for being an ass and talking back while they were informing everybody that jared MIGHT pick people to go on stage. and if he picks you to be fair and let security help you out and DON’T push. which totally nobody listened to in the end. i was hoping they did but OBVIOUSLY they didn’t because that was when i realized the crowd was really just an ass during 30STM. 
so here comes jared leto, singing in the gorgeous voice of his and the crowd goes wild! it was actually fine the first few songs, just staring at awe that jared, shannon and tomo were actually there. in fact we got tomo’s attention and he actually waved when he saw the sign (tomo, i love your beard) because the twins told him to look for it later. then there was shannon in all his gorgeous glory. and then there was jared who just screams utter perfection. especially when he walked on the extended stage and took of his sunglasses with such swag i nearly died right there and then. did you know, that his eyes are one of the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever see?! so gorgeous i just can’t even! i loved how he got the crowd to singalong. and all the props they used during the songs, like the flashlight and everything. it was just so amazing. i loved how he wanted people to get up on shoulders to a point where the mtv security had to tell the other security to leave the people alone (we’re not allowed to go up on shoulders). i loved how amazing jared’s voice sounded live. i loved how the acoustic versions of some of the songs were just amazing. i just loved every single moment of their performance because it really was good. there was fun to it, there was craziness, there was epicness. well that is, till it started to get really wild.
how shall i start, the entire performance was yes amazing, the crowd itself wasn’t that amazing. in some ways it almost felt like our group of friends were the only one singing, but i mean there were people singing. but lets just say the crowd wasn’t as crazy as one would expect in the terms of who sings along and all that shit bang. when jared came to the point where he started to call people up on stage, the crowd just went crazy. to a point where they just started pushing like mad. at first it was normal, when he called those two people up on stage. one mind you, who was the girl friend next to me. so for a second jared leto had eye contact with me. OKAY? coolness. LIKE. TOTALLY. no seriously, he did and i’m still dying about that. anyway while literally feeling hate for the people who got up on stage, especially when they started NOT doing the right 30STM symbol we all just started getting frustrated. but that was fine, just fine. THEN the drama started when it was time for Kings and Queens. the crowd kept pushing and pushing and tugging and shoving. and there came a point where i was literally so scared something was going to happen to me, and that i was going to get hurt. hell, there was like three people who had to be helped out because they almost or literally fainted. it was brutal.
on top of that, jared leto actually pictured us (like aggie, evelynn, syaza, v, and i) like multiple times to go on stage. there was one point, before the BIGGER commotion when he saw our flag and was like “i really want your flag right now, but i was told i wasn’t allowed to hold it” (idk wtf kind of rules they gave him, but there was rules like no swearing, no going shirtless and all that shit. bastards..) and he was literally talking to us at that point. my friend rachelle actually said we were on the big screen and she saw me. which was totally beyond epic. so we were like “TAKE IT. TAKE IT!” but he was like “i can’t. but wait, you guys can come up and hold it for me!” and we like “YEAHHHH!” and we were going to go up. but then he moved on and started picking people. so then the crowd started going crazy, and security started getting confused, even though jared picked us again going like “yeah! them!” but security just wouldn’t let us. there was a point where even mtv security said “LET THEM GO” but in the end, only syaza and aggie got up on stage. which was just beyond lucky arses i can’t even begin to express how depressed i felt during that moment. i think all of us that got stuck behind were just like to a point of tears at the end, where we actually couldn’t even enjoy the last song. especially me because i got shoved to the back, then i nearly lost v and evelynn. and then i was nearly pushed down. thank god for this really nice guy, who was all like “im not touching, im not touching, but i’m going to help you” and from then on he literally like fended all the people off me. even like big dudes who were like shoving me. there was actually two guys who were pretty cute. but they just like were such asses who cut right in front of me and i kept saying, “let me go back to my friends” and they just wouldn’t listen. so i ended up digging… my nails…. into….. one…. of their …. shoulders. :P HAHAHAHAHA payback felt good. he moved, and i found my friends again. thank god. xD
i actually was nearly to a point of tears at that point. where i was just scared, disappointed and frustrated. the crowd just … pissed me off so bad. and though i had a few moments of fun, especially when the confetti came raining down. i just felt so … blah at the end. then by the end of the concert we were all rushing backstage because the twins had to go meet the band seeing as how jared wasn’t there before. so evelynn and i were trying to sneak our way in. but i was so confused because nobody was answering me, and they just kept saying follow follow follow. and i didn’t know what was going on. so i guess with me questioning, kinda made the lady realize i wasn’t part of the whole thing. but i honestly was just so … tired, emotional and disoriented that i just … i needed some sort of comfort and all this rushing just … kinda scared whatever part of me that was scared even more. i suppose one could say i was just at this really vulnerable stage because i had never experience such a moment where the crowd literally made me almost lose my friends. it was just a really weird moment. but long story short. the lady didn’t let me go. evelynn got to go. i didn’t get to meet the band and fuck my life it was kind of a depressing way to end the night. i was like really down after that. but aggie was really sweet, offered me the set list she got that was all signed. i couldn’t take it though. she deserves it. plus she was nice enough to send me back. :3 the wind that night was pretty cool though. there was parts of the performance where the confetti just started flying in circles. oh it was lovely. :3 so yeah. that’s how the night ended. absolute chaos one could say. but nonetheless the entire day was still worth it, i mean we DID get noticed a lot. (:
then there was that epic moment when the show premiered on tv. i actually forgot all about watching it that day till v tweeted that she saw us. so i rushed down and we spent the entire time just watching it “together” via twitter, constantly tweeting each other on the memories we remember when a certain part came up. like how you could totally see evelynn and i dancing to pop shuvit. you could see the beast guy giving me the flying kiss. or at least seeing him give it and knowing it was to me. :P you could see tyler throw his sunglasses at our direction and during 30STM to can just see us with the flag in all angles because the camera just panned all around the stage. IT. WAS. EPIC. okay?! :O plus there was that awesome moment when they cut of escape (cuz mtv is kinda lame when they show world stage. they cut off songs and shit. it’s irritating…) and we were all like “FUCK MOTHER FUCKERS WTF!” on twitter, all at the same time. it was hilarious.
and yes. that’s my updated. long wasn’t it? :Px

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*EDIT* OMFG. FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID EARLIER ABOUT POTTERMORE! well technically you haven’t read what i said about pottermore since it’s below. but still FORGET IT! emails have just been sent out and apparently it’s now a THREE email process. and apparently people are even getting letters saying they are NOT one of the million. but i just got my email and ohmyfuckinggod have i been running around screaming in my room like the happiest kid in the world because guess what, I’M IN. I’M IN! it says and i quote: “You have been selected for early entry into Pottermore! We’re really excited to confirm that you are one of the lucky people selected for early entry into Pottermore, ahead of when it is open-to-all in October, to help us add finishing touches!” I MAY JUST HAVE DIED A BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY DEATH! i’m selected. i’m one of the million. OHMYGOD! *tears up* xD THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT IN MY LIFEEEEEE! xD now i just have to wait for mid-august to september for my welcome email! @_@
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i figured i should at least write something on this thing before i procrastinate anymore. as of right now i’ve left it open the whole day for weeks and hardly wrote a single thing. seeing as how i haven’t written a blog in nearly two/three weeks i suppose SOMETHING needs to be done soon. i’m on it! i’m writing now aren’t i? xD

the reason for my absence was suppose to be world stage. but world stage was two weeks ago. oh wait, three weeks ago. MY BAD. i suppose then my excuse would have to be for the fact that i actually started a harry potter twitter called dormiens_draco which got really popular thanks to my awesome potterhead friends that i made there, and i now have 572 followers. which is insane if you think about how my personal account took two years to get to 234 followersI SWEAR THE POWER OF POTTERHEADS ARE AMAZING! :O i made so many friends there, and it’s only been like less then three weeks. on top of that the amount of people that are so helpful, god it’s just amazing how sweet everybody is there. i’ve actually had so much fun just spazzing with people, talking about harry potter, pretending we’re actually living that life and it’s pretty cool. a big distraction though. hence the procrastination.

my life has currently been filled with harry potter. i mean it was always before. but in an attempt to never let go, i’ve actually really surrounded my life with it. which i completely do not regret one bit. i’m close to a point where i’m actually tempted to get the deathly hallows symbol as a tattoo. the series just means a lot to me, it also taught me a lot. about family, friendship, life, love. hell what can you NOT learn from harry potter? it literally covers so many areas in terms of lessons in life. it’s quite amazing to tell you the truth. so yes, that’s why i’m considering getting that as a tattoo. one day, i’m not yet eighteen and when it comes to getting a tattoo i shall take my time.

currently stuck because i got jailed from twitter. went over my limit AGAIN but i’m determine to write my blog today. i mean seriously, it’s been weeks! and i quite honestly missed writing. reorganized my phone apps today. can’t stop staring at it. like that habit you seem to always have after sorting out something to the other most perfection. it also made me realize how much i’ve been using my phone in terms of day to day life. it’s rather funny. hmm, what else have i been doing? i’m actually a bit lost on stories to tell. i know i have to report about world stage. then the next week i got sick so there wasn’t much to say there. missed out hanging out because i spent most of the times sleeping the day off. apart from sneaking online on sunday just to make sure i got early access into pottermore. WHICH I DID MIND YOU! first day registration baby! ;D i felt so proud of myself, and it was actually really fun finding the clue and spazzing away with everybody. we’re still being tortured because our welcome email has yet to arrive and it’s been DAYYYSSSS. absolute torture i tell you! though i am happy that i got in, my username is SilverQuill105. which i find rather ironic seeing as how you were suppose to find “the magical quill”. i like the name. i also liked how every clue and test was different, it made me take part of it everyday. until the last few days where i was either out, or some technical error happened. nonetheless as of right now all i want is my damn welcome email!

this week i hung out with lyanna. we went to one utama and just spent the day walking around. shopping. going crazy in forever 21 when we saw all the pretty jewelry and me buying more bracelets for myself. it was actually a really fun day where it was just the two of us. we even got to watch rise of the planet of the apes. which we particularly watched for tom felton, but james franco was an added plus too! now, i wasn’t so sure how i was going to like a movie about monkeys. seeing as how their human like features and reactions kind of creeps me out a bit, but boy was that movie really good! i actually enjoyed watching it! sucks for tom felton though. he was a down right arse in the movie, but damn i couldn’t stop drooling over him! he was GORGEOUS. and he didn’t even have a british accent so it was like all american and just *puddles of drool* on another note the only thing that sucked was *spoiler* that he died at the end. i mean… HOW COULD THEY KILL TOM FELTON!? okay. so technically they didn’t kill tom felton. but still! my babyyy! *end spoiler* and the additional scene at the end showed hints of a sequel. WHAT IS THERE TO LIVE FOR IF HE ISN’T IN IT?! xD but yeah, overall the movie was really good and i came home realizing that in some ways i actually DID watch it somehow in the premiere week since it was only released in malaysia the previous day. damn how do i keep doing that? lmfao. movie buff through and through! xD

that’s literally what has been happening lately. i had a bored day at klcc yesterday. thank god for my phone and internet. told my parents i was going to walk around but ended up sneaking upstairs to the apartment’s couch area. :P almost met up with the twins but sadly i left before they arrived. :’( i have to see them soon. it’s been nearly two weeks! i can’t actually think of what else i’ve been doing. apart from procrastinating a whole damn lot. i also realized i should start reading again. currently reading my romeo and juliet book. it’s pretty interesting. i just have to grasp the idea of juliet being thirteen and in love. and how fast one can fall in love then. it doesn’t seem that odd though. didn’t they mostly only live till forty sometimes and married really young? it makes sense to be thinking of love and marriage so fast. but as a person not typically use to it, it is weird to read sometimes. i do enjoy the story. hopefully when i finally reach the ORIGINAL story (currently reading juliet’s story. a rewrite in modern english) i won’t be confused by the thy, thou and so forth. ;D i supposed with that said i might as well just tell you all about how world stage went. i’ll try to cut it down as simple as possible. and the end of the story also includes how the twins, aggie, evelynn and i reacted to watching the world stage premiere on the eighth. so yes, i guess … let the story begin? :D

met up with the twins on saturday because we were originally supposed to greet the band at the airport. sadly the moment i woke up the twins told me they had already arrived and through a lot of dramatic miscommunication and planning i finally got my dad to send me to alamanda instead of the airport. trying not so much to recap the drive there, lets just say it was horrible and i had to endure listening to a long ass lecture about what kind of a failure i am. then again it wasn’t particularly one sided because the twins got nagged at as well by their father… so i suppose we were both just cranky by the time we met up with each other. after the it slowly got normal again. what with us all so excited for 30 seconds to mars the next day, especially them because they actually get to MEET them. i remember that funny moment in the car when v pulled out her 30STM CD and turned to me like “just in caseeee” with a cheeky grin and i grinned and pulled out MY 30STM CD and was like “just in caseeee!” hahahaha and then we high fived and turned to syaza and were both like “JUST IN CASEEEEE!” and she was like “what! why did nobody inform me on this?!” xD poor girl. most of the day was spent following their dad around as he did his whatever he had to do. climbing in and out of the two door car and hurting myself (typical). eating lunch at klcc. just being our random typical self’s as we literally walked around pointlessly. or at least, without a point for us seeing as how we had to follow their dad. on top of that v wanted to stay at klcc to wait for the band to go there. and we were really all just hopelessly stalking twitter waiting for any signs on what the band was planning to do. which eventually was finding out that they spent the day at the pool and ordered room service. BLESS YOU BRAXTON DUDE GUITAR PLAYER OF 30STM!

debated whether to go to the incubus concert that very day because i got two free tickets from ram. instead we realized we didn’t have a ride there and it was just far to complicated so we got the tickets for the twins brother. who’s reaction to getting the tickets was hilarious. he was all like “THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!@$!@#!:” so adorable. xD SO. after going to the bank, and sitting in mcdonalds and stalking people. yes we actually spend most of that day stalking people. or people watching. just discussing what we saw. see when i’m with the twins, we tend to become really random. as if we bring out the weird in each other. which is actually really fun because i come home with loads of awesome memories so yeah. but anyway, after following the dad around we drove to the curve. where we collected the tickets. ran into keana. wished her best of luck that day because it was the finals to this singing contest she entered and then we headed back to alamanda. where mummy syaza went shopping. while v and i tried to convince her to go bake for us later on. hahahahaha. we did somehow manage to convince her! and it was actually pretty fun, we were like following her around while she shopped and talking about random things. singing along to the music. and then v and i started randomly dancing between the aisles to marry me by bruno mars. to a point where this dude just kept staring at us because we’d like skip and jump and spin around. it was HILARIOUS! then we got tired. so we left syaza shopping and went to go sit down somewhere. where v insisted on playing her little finger board thing that she had been carrying around the whole damn day. i swear she played it like EVERYWHERE! :P the amount of times i was stare at there was insane. even the twins noticed. but i was “white” to the people there, so it kind of was a given that i stuck out like a sore thumb. eventually ate dinner. burger king. then we went around trying to find what gifts the twins should give the band the next day. something traditionally malaysian. eventually found it and then we were off back to their house! xD

the mind fuck of the day was to realize it was only like FOUR or FIVE in the afternoon by the time we got back to their place. even though it felt like NIGHT TIME. so syaza and i were just like “OOOOOOH. so this is what waking up early feels like!” HAHAHAHAHA seeing as how we both probably could sleep for ages whilst v would just wake up early in the morning. trust me, i had a pillow thrown at me once because i didn’t wake up and she did. =.=’ we pretty much lazed around after that. i mean i talked to their mum a bit. cuddled with their adorable cat mimi. stalked their rooms because i haven’t seen it after they renovated. and boy did i stalk. hahaha i love their rooms, especially v’s because it’s just so organized and she had all her posters up. it was pretty cool, i need to start setting up my room properly! anyway, after that the twins started using their computers. i used my phone. then i decided i wanted to read scott pilgrim so i took the first book while staying silent as the twins fought. way more then usual mind you. and louder too. jesus those two. it went a little something like this: “why are you always putting stuff in my bag!?” “its just something small!” “it makes it so heavy!” “WHY ARE YOU SO DIFFICULT?!” and then they’d be friends again the next minute. :P syaza and i had a real laugh watching v try to wrap her gift for tomo. now that was hilarious because that girl is HOPELESS at wrapping. we were laughing so much till we took pity and helped her. but then syaza poked a hole into it by mistake. so v got mad. and then they fought again. and then i ended up wrapping the whole thing because v looked so sad that i was like “aw! here let me make it perfect for you!” hahahahaha. oh god those two! xD then played a game of speed with syaza. which i won, then lost, then won, then lost again. :P we also tried to think of a catch phase to make people say since they decided to give away two express tickets. took some random shots to “advertise” the tickets, it was so funny. we ended up going with “i’m in lesbians with you”. the funniest part was when a girl actually asked v if she WAS a lesbian. god that was hilarious. xD

syaza finally decided to go bake for us and after that things mellowed down a bit. well at least until v and i got hungry so we went downstairs to bug syaza. who ended up kicking us out of the kitchen because we were picking on her faulty batch of baking. hahaha we ran out like culprits with goodies in our hands! :P talked to their mum a bit as she showed me old pictures. v whining because she wanted her to cook her nuggets. hahaha then we just sat in front of the tv eating, watching this weird ass chinese parody movie which was so weirdly hilarious while we yet again phone swapped and started bombarding each others phones with pictures of ourselves. omg. then we started taking myspace pictures. which was hilarious because we tried to get the pout down and everything. hahahahaha it was seriously so funny. my phone is now spammed with pictures of syaza. though she says hers is full of me, which i say is just payback for what she did. but nonetheless it was still fun! xD i actually remember their mum telling us to sleep early countless of times because the twins wanted to wake up really early! but after finally eating syaza’s awesome baking and watching some more old tv shows we went upstairs to be even more hyper! hahahaha. it started off with just randomly sitting in v’s room. then we decided to try on what we’re going to wear for tomorrow and we started like trying on all sorts of clothes. v looked like a girl because she said she had to be “beautiful for her boyfriend” hahahaha. it was so funny! we even took like the most hilarious webcam photos and i wore v’s glasses and she said i looked like kat dennings. then we took a video and you could hear syaza saying something like “ARE YOU TAKING A VIDEO WITHOUT ME?!” xD

it was really really fun. especially that moment when their older sister came back and v started to panic because she was wearing her shirt without asking and she locked her door and everything. and when she thought her sister was going to come in we were like standing by the bathroom door (connected to syaza’s room) all battle ready, her with a towel wrapped around her screaming “HUIXIANS CHANGING! YEAH SHE’S CHANGING! DONT COME IN!!!!” it was so funny! hahahahahaha. then there was that epic moment when syaza and i had to carry another mattress to v’s room and we created ourselves like this queen size bed which was so comfy in the end since we all wanted to sleep in the same room. by the time the lights were out we were still talking for ages, just laughing over all sorts of things. i can’t actually recall what. but i do recall laughing for ages till like two or three in the morning maybe. we finally then fell asleep. only to be woken up at like seven something. though i fell asleep again and woke up at like eight. forced myself up actually. took a cold shower (NO CHOICE!!!) and then woke syaza up. who just whined. so i hit her with a pillow. she then woke up. we causally got ready yet in some ways we WERE in a rush because we were a bit late. then there was that awkward moment when the twins were whining because their parents kept delaying. we were hungry, tired, late and impatient and all we wanted was to line up already. finally DID make it to icity with two boxes of nuggets (our breakfast) and rushed all the way down to the line. which mine you already had people lining up (and it was like eleven in the morning. jesus!) but thank god we had our xzone passes and nobody was really lining up there. just a few people so we definitely got to the front somehow.

lining up was brutal. it was morning. we were cranky. tired. hungry. the heat was insane and at one point it even started raining rather heavy. so we used the boards to keep us safe. and that was just the first few hours! by the time the twins had to leave with aggie at like three something, evelynn and i were left to brave the hot sun all on our own. it was kinda probably just an insane blur really during the time of lining up. at first it was the twins stressing about meeting the band. then it was the heat. by the time they left it really was just the typical mix of cranky people and hyper people. then there was evelynn and i realizing that the people around us just really weren’t our type of people. on top of having to fend off all the people sneaking into the front of the line. there was SOME entertaining moment when i saw a rather cute guy, damn he was foineee. tattoo, tall, badass, swagger walk. hawttt. then there was utt. who looked GAWJUSSS. evelynn and i totally got him to wave at us after we yelled his name really loudly. we were like concert buddies that day, she was next to me the entire time. hahaha. then there was that stupid an hour before the gates open people start to stand thing. god that was hell. finally got in. realized security was pretty damn strict. then there was ANOTHER line. where the security was really nice. they even lectured us a few times to be careful when the gates officially opened because the steps are seep. but did anybody listen? NOOO. i got pushed right up against the barriers. it was brutal. but alas, not time for that just yet. in the second line up the twins started panicking because they still hadn’t gotten back yet. we made more friends. i saw more people i know. we had random conversations. we desperately drank all the water given to us. there was that funny moment when the security was teasing us with his nice cold water. but they were nice enough to give us later so that was sweet. blur evelynn even started asking questions like “why am i the only chinese here?!” yet there was chinese all around. even though we were surprisingly surrounded by a lot of malays that day. who liked beast. awkward. we kept accidental bashing wonder girls and ALMOST bashing beast. xD opppppssss?

can’t recall what else we did while waiting. i do know when the lines officially opened it was insane. got squished. but there was advantages to having x-zone passes. got to go RIGHT to the front and we got an awesome spot right at the middle of the stage. which was just amazing really. the twins eventually arrived. we ended up sitting randomly for a while. talking to loads of people and just making friends while waiting. watching the place fill up and begging aggie and the twins to buy us water since it was still rather casual to walk around. THEN THE CONCERT STARTED! ohmygod. this world stage was actually on time for once. their only down fall was that as usual security was a bitch. (oh right, did i tell you that awesome moment while still in line with the twins when the usual security dude who knows us saw us and just started grinning in amusement? like “oh those girls again!” HAHAHA YEAH. totally happened! xD) pop shuvit came on first, they were actually pretty cool. the awesome part was also when i ran or actually turned around to see alicia behind me and it was like HAI ALICIA!! :D quite cool. oh right and holly and utt were pretty awesome as well. though you can never get any of the goodies from the front. i grabbed one at one stage and the crowd just grabbed at it like vultures till i let it go. INSANE. anyway back to pop shuvit. evelynn and i were left in charge of the twins malaysian flag which was irritating at first because we had no where to put it. till we realized the advantages of having a flag with you. i mean seriously, whenever we waved it around we’d get SO much attention, like the camera was on us SO many times. not to mention the amount of attention from the PERFORMERS! *thuds* more shall be explained later, lets go insteps shall we? hahaha. but really the malaysian flag turned into such a beneficial thing for us. it was awesome!

evelynn and i got pretty hyper by the time the music started. we had an awesome time just jumping along and dancing to all the performances. even if we didn’t know the lyrics to anything. it was actually really fun just dancing. i had a blast. the beast came on, and we admitted that they were much better then wonder girls. that was for sure. the overall performance was definitely entertaining. they can dance. that i have to say. and their voices actually sounded better then wonder girls. i mean i could actually HEAR them sing. on top of two of them being rather cute. hahaha evelynn and i were constantly debating who’s cute. omg and at the end when they were handing out flowers to the girls, they threw it at our direction too which was pretty awesome and one of them gave ME a flying kiss. it was kind of random, weird, unexpected but pretty damn cool. in some ways, i mean how often can one say a k-pop dude directly gave you a flying kiss? cuz he was looking and me and everything. hahahaha whoa. xD anyway after beast there was neon trees. who i had to say was definitely the most entertaining performance of the night! tyler definitely knew how to get the crowds attention, he was definitely a bit weird but weird is somehow fitting for him so yeah the entire performance was really entertaining. as usual evelynn and i were just dancing, a thing we did for the majority of the performance. it was fun! hahaha though we were more bouncing and swaying. but nonetheless twas fun! the epic part was that during the opening song, tyler came onto the extended stage (which meant right to the front) and looked right at us and threw his sunglasses in our direction! it was awesome. though seeing as how the girl next to me reached for it the same time as i did i turned to her and was like “so who gets it?” and she was like “pleaseee can i have it? i’m a hugeeee fan” and in truth she really was so i was like all kind heart and said sure. though that bitch later got to go on stage after jared leto called her so mother fucker, should have kept the shades! lmfao. the memories of him throwing it in my direction was still nice though, so i’m not really complaining. :P ishhhhhh!

then tyler started stripping. okay not really, but he took of his shoes AND his jacket so that was something. on top of that evelynn, aggie and i all agree that his armpit hair were so distracting to look at the entire time he was performing! not to mention that ridiculously huge necklace he was wearing. god i laughed so much when we recapped about that moment. there was also this awesome moment where he swung the microphone around his neck. EPIC. omg and elaine bradley? FUCKING COOLEST DRUMMER EVER! okay? no seriously, she was just sooooo coool! :o ah and you know world stage was pretty epic with their fireworks this time. there was fire for beast. steam for neon trees and loads and loads of confetti for 30STM. oh and BOUNCY BALLS! i love those bouncy balls! FILLED WITH CONFETTI! how amazing is that? lmfao. yup, so definitely enjoyed neon trees performance. especially how he introduced some of his songs. even made us do this claw sign. omg and his introduction for animals was awesome, like i said amazing entertainer. after their performance insanity started. and i don’t kid when i say insanity. the crowd started getting restless when it was announced that 30STM was next. on top of that when the stage started to get set up the crowd got really restless (and the stage was epic btw.), then there was the mess of the security handing us out waters, which we drank like vultures. hahaha and then there was that scary moment when one scary mtv security almost kicked a dude out for being an ass and talking back while they were informing everybody that jared MIGHT pick people to go on stage. and if he picks you to be fair and let security help you out and DON’T push. which totally nobody listened to in the end. i was hoping they did but OBVIOUSLY they didn’t because that was when i realized the crowd was really just an ass during 30STM. 

so here comes jared leto, singing in the gorgeous voice of his and the crowd goes wild! it was actually fine the first few songs, just staring at awe that jared, shannon and tomo were actually there. in fact we got tomo’s attention and he actually waved when he saw the sign (tomo, i love your beard) because the twins told him to look for it later. then there was shannon in all his gorgeous glory. and then there was jared who just screams utter perfection. especially when he walked on the extended stage and took of his sunglasses with such swag i nearly died right there and then. did you know, that his eyes are one of the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever see?! so gorgeous i just can’t even! i loved how he got the crowd to singalong. and all the props they used during the songs, like the flashlight and everything. it was just so amazing. i loved how he wanted people to get up on shoulders to a point where the mtv security had to tell the other security to leave the people alone (we’re not allowed to go up on shoulders). i loved how amazing jared’s voice sounded live. i loved how the acoustic versions of some of the songs were just amazing. i just loved every single moment of their performance because it really was good. there was fun to it, there was craziness, there was epicness. well that is, till it started to get really wild.

how shall i start, the entire performance was yes amazing, the crowd itself wasn’t that amazing. in some ways it almost felt like our group of friends were the only one singing, but i mean there were people singing. but lets just say the crowd wasn’t as crazy as one would expect in the terms of who sings along and all that shit bang. when jared came to the point where he started to call people up on stage, the crowd just went crazy. to a point where they just started pushing like mad. at first it was normal, when he called those two people up on stage. one mind you, who was the girl friend next to me. so for a second jared leto had eye contact with me. OKAY? coolness. LIKE. TOTALLY. no seriously, he did and i’m still dying about that. anyway while literally feeling hate for the people who got up on stage, especially when they started NOT doing the right 30STM symbol we all just started getting frustrated. but that was fine, just fine. THEN the drama started when it was time for Kings and Queens. the crowd kept pushing and pushing and tugging and shoving. and there came a point where i was literally so scared something was going to happen to me, and that i was going to get hurt. hell, there was like three people who had to be helped out because they almost or literally fainted. it was brutal.

on top of that, jared leto actually pictured us (like aggie, evelynn, syaza, v, and i) like multiple times to go on stage. there was one point, before the BIGGER commotion when he saw our flag and was like “i really want your flag right now, but i was told i wasn’t allowed to hold it” (idk wtf kind of rules they gave him, but there was rules like no swearing, no going shirtless and all that shit. bastards..) and he was literally talking to us at that point. my friend rachelle actually said we were on the big screen and she saw me. which was totally beyond epic. so we were like “TAKE IT. TAKE IT!” but he was like “i can’t. but wait, you guys can come up and hold it for me!” and we like “YEAHHHH!” and we were going to go up. but then he moved on and started picking people. so then the crowd started going crazy, and security started getting confused, even though jared picked us again going like “yeah! them!” but security just wouldn’t let us. there was a point where even mtv security said “LET THEM GO” but in the end, only syaza and aggie got up on stage. which was just beyond lucky arses i can’t even begin to express how depressed i felt during that moment. i think all of us that got stuck behind were just like to a point of tears at the end, where we actually couldn’t even enjoy the last song. especially me because i got shoved to the back, then i nearly lost v and evelynn. and then i was nearly pushed down. thank god for this really nice guy, who was all like “im not touching, im not touching, but i’m going to help you” and from then on he literally like fended all the people off me. even like big dudes who were like shoving me. there was actually two guys who were pretty cute. but they just like were such asses who cut right in front of me and i kept saying, “let me go back to my friends” and they just wouldn’t listen. so i ended up digging… my nails…. into….. one…. of their …. shoulders. :P HAHAHAHAHA payback felt good. he moved, and i found my friends again. thank god. xD

i actually was nearly to a point of tears at that point. where i was just scared, disappointed and frustrated. the crowd just … pissed me off so bad. and though i had a few moments of fun, especially when the confetti came raining down. i just felt so … blah at the end. then by the end of the concert we were all rushing backstage because the twins had to go meet the band seeing as how jared wasn’t there before. so evelynn and i were trying to sneak our way in. but i was so confused because nobody was answering me, and they just kept saying follow follow follow. and i didn’t know what was going on. so i guess with me questioning, kinda made the lady realize i wasn’t part of the whole thing. but i honestly was just so … tired, emotional and disoriented that i just … i needed some sort of comfort and all this rushing just … kinda scared whatever part of me that was scared even more. i suppose one could say i was just at this really vulnerable stage because i had never experience such a moment where the crowd literally made me almost lose my friends. it was just a really weird moment. but long story short. the lady didn’t let me go. evelynn got to go. i didn’t get to meet the band and fuck my life it was kind of a depressing way to end the night. i was like really down after that. but aggie was really sweet, offered me the set list she got that was all signed. i couldn’t take it though. she deserves it. plus she was nice enough to send me back. :3 the wind that night was pretty cool though. there was parts of the performance where the confetti just started flying in circles. oh it was lovely. :3 so yeah. that’s how the night ended. absolute chaos one could say. but nonetheless the entire day was still worth it, i mean we DID get noticed a lot. (:

then there was that epic moment when the show premiered on tv. i actually forgot all about watching it that day till v tweeted that she saw us. so i rushed down and we spent the entire time just watching it “together” via twitter, constantly tweeting each other on the memories we remember when a certain part came up. like how you could totally see evelynn and i dancing to pop shuvit. you could see the beast guy giving me the flying kiss. or at least seeing him give it and knowing it was to me. :P you could see tyler throw his sunglasses at our direction and during 30STM to can just see us with the flag in all angles because the camera just panned all around the stage. IT. WAS. EPIC. okay?! :O plus there was that awesome moment when they cut of escape (cuz mtv is kinda lame when they show world stage. they cut off songs and shit. it’s irritating…) and we were all like “FUCK MOTHER FUCKERS WTF!” on twitter, all at the same time. it was hilarious.

and yes. that’s my updated. long wasn’t it? :P
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Sunday Aug @ 02:38am
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