-that hyper chick.

There’s something ridiculously elegant about cats, they...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 00:52:30 +0800

There’s something ridiculously elegant about cats, they are such a graceful creature.

Jesus Christ they are so bloody cute. Holy hell, I WANT. Mummy,...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 00:52:28 +0800

Jesus Christ they are so bloody cute. Holy hell, I WANT. Mummy, I WANT!

Here’s the happy fat kid in me screaming for more dessert....

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 00:52:26 +0800

Here’s the happy fat kid in me screaming for more dessert. I am stressed, so… DESSERT!

So here’s the happy fat kid in me screaming for...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 00:52:23 +0800

So here’s the happy fat kid in me screaming for brownies… Brownies. <3

Hello 2013, I wasn’t expecting to see you so soon. Saying...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 00:52:18 +0800

Hello 2013, I wasn’t expecting to see you so soon. Saying the year went by too fast is probably the understatement of the year. Given the fact that it is already a new year also makes my statement slightly invalid. Regardless, happy new year everybody. I hope you’ve got more of an idea on what to do than I do as of right now. Seriously…

Despite my ever overflowing pile of unread books, I have only managed slowly reading the first Game of Thrones book. It’s not that I’m not into it, just the mere mention of the Starks and Winterfell gets me so excited to read even more. It’s just I can’t seem to find the time to just read because I distract myself by watching TV shows such as Psych. Which is by far one of the coolest shows out there, I adore it. Just as I adore the fact that James Roday is dating Maggie Lawson in real life. Which means the ever adorable pair of Shawn and Juliette, LIVES. Nevertheless I need to stop procrastinating with TV shows and start procrastinating by reading my book. Take me into the world of Winterfell, King’s Landing and the drama from The Wall. Oh and of course the ever perfect Robb Stark. I must never forget him.

I’ve managed to injury myself again. Just the other day I bumped right into my bed post, really badly I might add. My leg hurts like a bitch and I feel a bruise coming on. After New Years Eve I found a really bad looking bruise on my knee, one small little circle. Probably hit something while I was on the roof top. I have like four other bruises, and a few more small ones from falling UP the stairs a couple of days ago. Last but not least, for some weird reason my index finger of my right hand hurts like a bitch as if I’ve sprained it. How? I have no clue. Oh did I mention that my left ankle feels slightly sprained too? WHERE DID I HURT MYSELF!? I am such a klutz it’s absolutely ridiculous.

As for things I’ve been doing lately, the only story to tell is how I spent my New Year’s Eve. The day itself went by relatively normal, at about five o’clock I went to Plaza Damas to meet up with Lyanna, our NYE plan was that we get a service apartment for the night so we just have somewhere to stay. It was a brilliant idea actually, because we didn’t have to worry about driving or finding a place to be, the insane crowd of the Curve or that stupid spray they end up spraying in our faces. It was such a simple and brilliant idea, it basically made our night so much more awesome. :D

After meeting up with Lyanna and buying some things in the store for us later, we headed back to the apartment. Which turned out to be really awesome and just the perfect place for all of us. It didn’t take long for Lana and Luen to arrive with more food and drinks. Funny thing actually when we went down to pick them up, Lyanna saw them and without planning anything the both of us yelled at the same time, “FOLLOW THE SOUND OF OUR VOICE!” I found it such a random moment, I get amused easily okay? Anyway, we went back to the apartment once again, where we literally just lazed around, talked, chilled, the other words used when friends hang out together and absolute randomness starts. There was this pretty funny moment when Lana was making the playlist that will take us into 2013, and Lyanna decided to blast her music as well to annoy Lana. It worked perfectly. The fact Lana made when she realized that was music clashing with hers, man I wished I took a picture. I did take a lot of hilarious pictures that night, I mean what’s a night without me there being sober and taking pictures. :P That night poor Luen was sick with food poisoning if I’m not mistaken (I blame Bali, you come home sick after visiting Bali…) and Lana was just tired so for a while we just sat lazing around the room like a bunch of lazy people until Jason and Justin called asking where to meet up. Thought in truth half of the reason we moved was because we wanted food. Actually come to think of it I’m a bit blurred out on if we went back to the apartment first, oh wait no we ate. Right. Excuse me, it’s late my mind’s getting fuzzy.

The coolest part about the apartment was that it had this AMAZING rooftop that wasn’t guarded at all, Lyanna and I checked it out way before anybody else got there so that was one of the things that got us really excited for midnight. Basically by the time we got back to the apartment, all that followed was complete and utter random stupidity. There was music blasted, people slowly getting drunk, us realizing it was way to early and that we had WAY to much time to kill, and me giving Luen his Christmas present. Which was a contract I wrote on how we shall equally share Lana. Given the circumstance of the recent change that has happened in our group, it really is a hilarious contract. Lana helped a lot writing it and I keep laughing whenever I reread it. There even is a section at the end that says, “This has been stamped and approved by Allah”, aka Lyanna. For some reason “Pixie, Anal and Allah” is a thing now between Lana, Lyanna and I. I just like how for almost the rest of the night the term, “BREACH OF CONTRACT!” was being yelled out by everybody (mostly Justin in an attempt to get Lana to NOT use him as a leg rest… Weird boy) and there would be these hilarious moments where I would defend my contract and Jason would step in trying to defend Luen. But according to Luen I pretty much covered everything without leaving space for a loophole. I just forgot to give him more benefits than I should have… Opps? :P

The night slowly went by, with random topics being brought up like significant things that happened to us in 2012, Lana slowly got drunk on her bottle of wine while Jason and Justin left to go to a bar for a while. Which left Luen to nap, Lana to sober up and Lyanna to use my phone since our internet (despite the promise of the management….) WAS NOT WORKING. What crimes. Come to think of it, it was pretty funny how we had this up and down moments where we’d either be so hyper or so tired… I have this one video of the night where Jason, Lana and Luen are just doing the stupidest dance moves. It was absolutely hilarious. Anyway by the time it got close to midnight we decided to head upstairs to the rooftop, it was amazing up there. The complete darkness, the lights from the city, being able to see the Twin Towers… I adored it. So while we laid Lana on the floor, took some pictures of us making faces above her, I went into this “photography” mode where I wanted to try to find a way to capture the surrounds with the absence of my tripod. It wasn’t easy but I think I managed to get a few shots that weren’t completely blurry…… WOOT~ About ten minutes before midnight, Justin called saying he was on the way back so Lyanna and Luen went to get him, while they were gone I entertained myself by talking to a drunk Lana and laughing over her mumbles while taking pictures and exploring the vast emptiness of the rooftop. I am easily entertained to tell you the truth. When the others returned we settled for sitting on the outer spot of the roof and just waiting for midnight to roll by.

Now since we didn’t actually have a countdown, we honestly had no clue when New Years hit. But the fireworks did help. All ten different one of them. IT WAS AMAZING. The fact that we were sitting on a roof top, enjoying each others company, watching countless of fireworks exploding from all corners, including finally after years of living in Malaysia seeing the fireworks at KLCC, and just the fact that despite whatever shit that happens in our lives, we managed to spend New Years Eve together like we’ve done for the past two (three including this) years. I loved it. I know, I’m being ridiculously sappy right now but it’s the truth. It was awesome, maybe it was the rooftop, maybe it was just my love for fireworks but I just really enjoyed how we were all together that night. I had a conversation with Luen the other day, and he brought it to my attention that we’re actually a very tight knit gang. We may have a lot of new extended members coming in from time to time but in the end it’ll always end up being the five of us and Jason, Sandra, Izzul and Josh. I like it though. Anyway, midnight hit, we wished everybody a big happy New Year while literally shouting it off the roof tops. Justin being the drunktart he was that night went around peeing off the building, racing Luen for god knows what reason and scaring the fuck out of Lyanna and I when he wanted to go to the edge of the building because “Luen was doing it too! [insert him whining *literally* here]” The fact was, Luen wasn’t drunk. Justin was soooo gone, so Lyanna and I nearly had a heart attack when he tried to follow Luen. What else happened? Hmm… Well apart from enjoying the countless fireworks nothing much. After that we went back to the room where we ate… so much junk food. We literally sat all together on the couch passing the chips, apple pie and chocolates to each other, snacking like a bunch of fat asses. Hahahahahaha. It was fun. After a bit Lyanna got really cold so Lana and I went into organize mode and made her shower and everything. Wrapped her up in bundles of clothes and blanket and pillows, though we actually only went to bed at like 3am. Or 4 in my case because I just couldn’t sleep. I think I wanted to do something more but everybody was crash dead. I didn’t actually sleep much to tell you the truth, I kept waking up to make sure Lyanna was okay. I remember waking at at 6:40ish, close to seven but nobody else was moving so I just used my phone for a bit before falling asleep again. Woke up close to 7:30 again being fully awake now, and found out Lana and Luen were freezing the entire night and they themselves barely slept. Lyanna was okay but she started shivering badly again so as Luen stared at awe because of how organized Lana and I got sorting out shit and calling Lyanna’s mum and all, we got the room cleaned so Lyanna could be picked up by her mum. By 9 something everybody was cranky, tired and ready to sleep but we still had to send Lyanna off. When that was done we went back to the apartment and just crashed. Until about 10:30 for me. Then I fell asleep again and woke up at about 11:30, got ready to leave and headed for home. Not that Lana and Luen remembered much they were dazed with sleep. Hahahaha.

I wanted to be home before noon because my family and I have this little tradition (or maybe my dad and I) to watch CNN’s coverage of New York’s new years eve. The one with Anderson Cooper and Kathy Griffin. We’ve been watching it for as long as I can remember and I just couldn’t miss it. I mean I didn’t have to watch everything, but I needed to be there for midnight. It was almost like celebrating New Years again. Plus, Kathy Griffin’s Taylor Swift basing this (or last actually) year was brilliant. So yes that was basically my NYE story. That and how I walked around like a zombie the rest of New Years Day. :P

So it’s a new year and I am once again scared shitless, as I’ve previously said. Majority of my days have been spent getting shit together and figuring out things. My mums birthday on the 13th was what we declared the official end of Christmas for us, since we extended it by a week. It’s always sad to see the lights come down but I did organize my room really nicely after sorting out all my gifts. I actually just realized how many books I have. God I can’t wait to have my own personal library one day. :’) I’ve attempted to catch up on my TV shows. Still way behind. Obsessed with Psych, can’t get enough of it. So behind my Vampire Diaries and Gossip Girl. On a side note the Golden Globes has passed and gone and as usual I’ve spent entertaining myself with the gorgeous dresses and funny jokes any award show has, this year was rather entertaining because Tina Fey and Amy Poehler hosted it. I just actually saw a picture of Victoria Justice and damn. That girl looked good. Screw them all and their flawless beauty. Oh what am I doing with my life. Hahahah as for hang outs of the ‘13 well… During the first week of January, Lana, Luen and I took a mini trip to Valencia to visit the still sick Lyanna. We spent a few hours there just talking and catching up. That was really nice. Later that night we all went to Rasta where we saw Izzul as well. Funny enough there was actually a ten minute conversation about penis names. No idea how that came up, most probably because of Luen and Izzul but nevertheless it was hilarious listening to all the name ideas. The couple of days later on Tuesday if I’m not mistaken I spent the day with Luen because we realllyyyy wanted to watch The Hobbit. It was actually pretty funny, the previous night he kept giving me names of people to invite and everybody I asked couldn’t come. So it ended up just being the two of us but it was a fun. After buying tickets and making jokes about how we’ll tell Lana about getting couple seats (we didn’t Lana) or something that would make her jealous because that silly girl had to post on my wall the previous night that she had spies and she’d know if I touch him. Oh God Lana, clingy much? :P Anyway to kill time we sat at Embershoppe having a very interesting conversation about religion and a few other things, eventually it was time for the movie… Which slowly made me regret asking Luen to go watch a movie with me seeing as how he loudly entered the theater questing how I knew where our seats were, if I had the bong so we could smoke up and some other shit. Oh Luen. Sweet sweet embarrassing Luen.

During the movie we sat in silence, it was a given the movie was that amazing and I didn’t want it to end despite it being nearly three hours long. IT WAS SO GOOD. They perfectly connected this movie to the Lord of the Ring movies and it was so awesome seeing more of a background story on the dwarfs. In fact after the amazing movie (and the excitement over them going to Rivendell because the Elves are awesome) Luen and I spent a really long time just discussing the movie and matching it up to the books and the other movies like the LOTR dorks we are. Hahahaha. It was hilarious. Anyway after that I ended up having to help Luen shop for socks no less and let me tell you, Luen is the pickiest shopper ever! -.-’ After getting socks we went to go get him some new shirts and not only did he spend ten or more minutes straight speaking in an obnoxious Malay accent (the ones where English speaking people try to speak but they have a serious accent to it) but he also said no to half of the things I picked up because they were too colorful, weird or something else. Eventually we settled on three long sleeve shirts in mild colors though he insisted that two of them had to be L. Even though it looked so baggy on him, he said he wanted to dress like a hobo for college. Oh boy. Hahahahahaha. Overall it was still a hilarious experience, despite his pickiness. We killed more time by sitting at Starbucks just talking until we had to head home for dinner so yes, day well spent. Plus I got to watch The Hobbit so that was brilliant.

What else did I do? Well last week Luen, Lana, Lyanna, Jason, Sandra and I hung out at Kiara Park. We were the awesome kids with the fort (aka Beer Fort) and Sandra even brought along Su-Yen who I haven’t seen in ages. She’s my German buddy since we’re the same mix. Hahaha we even celebrate Christmas rather similarly. It was an awesome night, Sandra brought her brother Oscar who we so nicely made fun a lot. Or laughed at her constantly telling him to shut up. They have such an odd relationship it’s hilarious. To be honest the entire night was just everybody being drunktarts, when we’re Beer Fort we just sit there together, drinking (them not me), listening to music, talking about random shit and snacking on chips (me… majority of the times). So it was nice. Especially when we started taking pictures. The amount of blackmail I now I have. Hahahahaha. Or when Oscar decided to chase a cat who ran away from him (obviously) so he showed it his middle finger. Smooth. Or when Luen got so wasted that he entered sappy mode. Which is basically him going around telling everybody that he loved them and how he’s so happy to have them in his life. It’s hilarious. I remember when he called me over, he hugged me and said he loved me and that I was awesome and blahblahblah and so I hugged him back and than the stupid idiot went, “Don’t touch me! I’m Lana’s!” Hahahahahaha. Or when he was talking more about how awesome I was (oh the flattery) and he was like “I’m going to kiss your cheek now. Wait… LANA CAN I KISS PIXIE’S CHEEK!?” Hahahahahahahahahahaah. It was so amusing. How he kept switching from being sappy or turning to Lana and being even sappier. I was so amused, these are the moments where whoever you are, you’ll get a huge ego boost because Luen will find some way to compliment you. By close to midnight we decided we were all hungry so we went to Rasta to eat. The poor guy taking our orders. It was just Lana, Lyanna, Luen and I because the others were still in the other car and here we were like ordering seven dishes and loads more drinks. He thought we were eating everything. Oh his face was priceless. To make matters more hilarious, Oscar suddenly felt tipsy after claiming the beer wasn’t hitting him the whole night, he spent majority of the night trying to tell Lyanna and I apart because we apparently “look so alike” that he kept mixing us up. Then for some reason at Rasta Lana said something that got him saying that I’m really pretty and if I were fourteen he’d date me. So we laughed over that but it got weird when tipsy him reached out for my hand and said, “PIXIE YOU’RE SO HOT!” I obviously leaned to Lyanna for support and went for my typical, “I’m gay” respond which Lyanna so graciously grabbed my boob for. Thanks man. :P After that he had this insane theory that squeezing lime in your ear helps make it go away. So he asked for lime and got lemon and Sandra offered to do it. Yeah that lasted like five seconds before he started screaming bloody murder over how much it burned. We being the mature people we are all burst out laughing at his agony, telling him how stupid he was and just laughing some more when he kept complaining about the pain. Sandra being the lovely sister she was, told him to suck it up and eat. And Jason being cranky and wanting to sleep went into brutal father mode and started saying shit like, “If you keep whining like that I’ll leave you behind.” And then Lyanna decided to join in and be the brutal mother saying things like, “If it doesn’t hurt than eat” and if he wanted she’ll squeeze lemon in the other ear so it’ll even it out. It was hilarious and we all couldn’t stop laughing. In fact we probably looked like such assholes because here he was screaming in pain and all we did was laugh even more. Hahahahhahaha. Overall it was a good night though.

Apart from seeing the Twins, Adrees and Fitri last night for a short moment as I rescued Jia and gave her the present I got for her, her lovely new wombat stuff toy. That is all that has been happening lately. Now if you’d excuse me, it’s midnight and I have TVD episodes to catch up too. :P
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Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur. Happy kitty, sleepy...

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:33:45 +0800

Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur. Happy kitty, sleepy kitty, purr purr purr! <3

2013 Resolution: Get better at photography, you have the gear...

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:33:02 +0800

2013 Resolution: Get better at photography, you have the gear now get talented. :P

I like those randoms moments walking along the beach as it...

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:31:29 +0800

I like those randoms moments walking along the beach as it slowly turns to night.

Don’t mind me, I’m just causally waiting for it to...

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:30:14 +0800

Don’t mind me, I’m just causally waiting for it to snow. Soon please?

Christmas is here and it’s gone, well not really I...

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:29:26 +0800

Christmas is here and it’s gone, well not really I celebrate all twelve days so it’s far from over for me. Nonetheless it’s still sad to see the main Christmas days over and done with. I wrote this blog apparently a week before Christmas and completely forgot about it. So here’s me rephrasing everything and creating a post Christmas blog. Basically I was beyond excited for Christmas. I was overjoyed, filled with the holiday cheer… INCREDIBLY STROKED. You know how much I love the Christmas time. While this year, yes, feels slightly different… Maybe because we’re so early with the decorations it almost feels like we’re forgetting something or maybe it’s because I so desperately crave for a winter wonderland Christmas. I mean, I know logically speaking it hardly snows during Christmas itself, but the idea of it actually snowing is good enough for me. No words can truly express how much I enjoy the holiday season, and sometimes I wish that I didn’t live in a country so filled with other cultures. It would be nice to somehow have Christmas as the holiday everybody is excited for, and not being the only one so incredibly stoked for the holiday. I mean I know I have a lot of friends who celebrate… But I don’t know, I miss Christmas shopping with friends. The snow falling outside your window. The fire place lit up and you snuggling to a blanket to get warm. I love seeing proper “Meet Santa” things and yes while my dad as a Santa is awesome… I just… I miss being surrounded by the holiday spirit. Sometimes Christmas songs and decoration isn’t enough… In my house it is, of course it looks amazing but I mean outside. Sometimes you just want to walk out and see everybody just excited for a holiday as you are. Oh Christmas, how you bring out so many emotions in me.

But let’s cut the sap and get to the story part of this blog. CHRISTMAS WAS AMAZING. I got so many books to read, including the Game of Thrones box set. I have that huge Harry Potter Page to Screen book. Tons of DVDs and not to mention the best present of alllll from my grandparents, a Bayern Munich jersey with Schweinsteiger’s name at the back. IT IS MY NEW PRIZED POSSESSION. I even got this really amazing shaggy rug, that its just ridiculously comfortable to lay on. I manage to fall asleep so many times. I’ll be spending the Christmas season reading because I just have so many books to read now. Including the ones I told my mum I finished but haven’t actually… Opps? It was just incredible. I can’t believe it’s over already to be honest. I mean the Christmas spirit is still here but yeah… Anyway the next day was typically spent relaxing. Really nice and then as tradition on the 26, Lana and Lyanna came over for the turkey dinner. Lana was bored so she came at like 3pm. We basically just lazed around, relaxed and she helped me finish up something I was planning to give Luen. I think it’s one of the best ideas I’ve had yet. Or actually semi idea. I made a joke and Lana turned the joke into a present idea. Something like that, I’ll explain once he’s been given the present since he left for Bali on that very day. Lyanna came shortly after around 5pm and then we started getting ready for dinner. Christmas, the one time I’m actually excited about wearing a dress. Mind you it has a lot to do with it being a long dress and the fact that I feel like a princess every time I wear it. Ratri was slightly late but she eventually arrived. It was her first time seeing my Christmas house in like… EVER. So it was really nice having her there. Dinner was amazing. We were stuffed to glory and there were hilarious conversations like how we all had to initiate Ratri, so she was the unfortunate victim to the jokes and the blames. Or how Lana and Lyanna’s first Boxing Day dinner at my house went. How Luen and Justin ended up stopping by for a bit and Tykes scared the shit out of Justin, a memory that apparently haunts him every time he’s reminded of my house. Or how our friends all react differently to being drunk and how I get to witness everything since I stay sober. It was really random conversations… Really. But it was nice and I enjoyed myself. Sadly Ratri had to leave really soon, so that was a major bummer. After that, we just helped clear up a bit and then we exchanged presents. Thankfully everybody liked their present and Lyanna gave me this really awesome necklace that I now play to wear as much as I can. As for Lana’s present… Well that will come in another story. :P

I think we only slept at like four, I didn’t get to sleep much because I was in the middle and Lana not only hogged the bed but the blanket too. I remember Lyanna waking me up to ask for the blanket and me telling her I would but I literally could not move because Lana had her legs all over me. -.-’ Such a clingy sleeper. Woke up early, made sure my parents were alright and then basically started clearing up and then having a very simple but yummy turkey lunch when the others woke up. Lana enjoyed herself finishing up my post it wall in my bathroom. It’s nearly completed now. Only about five more till it’s done? :D I really like it, it makes me so happy seeing it, all the memories written and posted on my wall. Literally. How sweet. Anyway, Lana had to sadly leave early but I went to the Curve with Lyanna for a bit to help her shop for last minute presents. But yeah that’s basically how it went. You know how Christmas is, simple relaxing hang outs and days. I do apologize if everything seems rushed and weird, it’s nearly 2am right now a day before New Years Eve and I decided to finally finish a blog before the end of the year. Nonetheless I still procrastinated for majority of the day and I’ve only decided to start writing about it now. Smooth? I think so. I just recently had my little Christmas party that originally started with so much drama but thankfully went off with a hint. It was on the 29th, a day after the Twins birthday which I did spam them to glory on. Sadly missing out on their birthday party as well, I called them over like I did last year to at least somehow have a chance to celebrate their birthday. Everybody came. Like the entire Avengers group, including Muiz, Irsyad and Alia. I was so happy everybody could make it. Even made a new friend because Faris brought a plus one. It was pretty awesome having everybody there. The first thing they all said when they came in was that they understood why I was home this entire December and that all my hard work did pay off so good job. Hahaha then they started making jokes on how long it would take for Adrees to walk in, see my tree and Instagram it. :P It took two minutes, literally. To be honest the entire thing was a giant mess because I was running around being the host, getting the food out, giving everybody their drinks and still attempting to make conversation so to tell the entire story would be a biggggg mess but basically the night was pretty damn awesome.

I was so glad to see everybody again, especially after I really hadn’t seen them all for an entire month and I honestly got to see EVERYBODY. We even had a little present moment for the December babies and I was so glad that everybody loved their present because I wasn’t so sure if it was exactly what they wanted. I got to catch up with the Twins, which was something I really wanted to do so we sat down in the kitchen all by ourselves for a while just talking. Like when Jia helped me clean up the plates and we just talked about absolutely everything. It was brilliant. Jia and I have come up with this plan to enter this zombie race thing and since she created a team without me, she said I should create my own and I told her we’ll band together to win and rule the world since the zombies are taking over. Basically said, if the zombies over run the world, we’re going to damn well make it certain we’ll rule this world. Then there was that really mindfucking game we walked out too everybody playing called Green Glass Door. Yeah it took a while to figure out but we eventually somehow got it. Boy was it confusing. Hell I still cannot figure out the 5 white balls riddle. I loved how everybody’s conclusion was that the one black ball was a testicle. Hahahahah apparently it wasn’t. The twins brought the guitar too so there was Christmas songs being sung for a bit. It was amazingggg. I don’t think I can say it enough times on how great it was just having everybody there, being able to show the Twins my rooms, my frames and all the pictures, everything. It was the best. I wish they could have slept over but alas by midnight everybody had to leave. The Twins and I did come up with an ice skating and movie marathon plan so there’s that. And that basically is my Christmas updates. I’m still shocked that tomorrow is New Years Eve. Where in the world did the time fly. It’s absolutely insane but let’s not think about it much, hopefully 2013 will be epic and everything will be so amazing. Yes yes. That would be perfect.

As of right now I’m enjoying my amazing room, thanks to my parents, the Christmas lights, thanks to my dad and the idea of tomorrow being awesome. As for any other stories… Well let’s see. Singapore is a long story but it’s a fun story. The trip to Bali was absolutely amazing. I entertained myself by mentally taking notes of all the hot guys I spotted. Which I spotted a lot off. I kept telling Lyanna (who was on vacation at the same time) and her only reply would either be “Go die” or “Fuck you and your luck during vacations!” I think her last reply was “Go away, I hate you, stop talking.” Or something along those lines. Thanks Lyanna. :P The first day due to delayed flights was basically us just sleeping. The next day was spent sight seeing and realizing how ridiculous the heat was. We did get to see this really beautiful temple though, it was breathtaking. There was a moment where this nice French guy helped me walk across a really steep edge and when I told Lana all she said was, “DON’T TRUST THE FRENCH! EEEEEERRHHHHH!!!” And then she proceeded to giving me a long lecture of why I shouldn’t trust them. Oh sweet Lana. :P At night we went to this really amazing place called the Rock Bar, a little too late for sunset but still breathtakingly gorgeous. The next day was spent getting up and early for a little water sports. First I tried my hand at diving, which was more amazing than I expected. After initially panicking about breathing underwater I ended up being okay to a point where they let me swim alone. I got to see finishes and coral and it was just amazing. Snorkeled after that so I just had my fun swimming in the open ocean. I don’t know if I’ve ever mentioned this but I love water. I really love swimming, being in the open ocean, just… Feeling like a mermaid. I don’t know, I just adore water so it was really fun for me to just have that freedom to swim. After that we tried jet skiing and while it was a bit scary at first I eventually said let me drive and it was SO MUCH FUN I AM SERIOUS OH MY GOD IT WAS SO AMAZING. I may have went a bit to fast at times and I may have freaked out when it came to turning but it was still so awesomeeeeee. So that basically was my water sports day. After that we went to the hotel, swam and relaxed some more then got ready to go to this really beautiful beach side restaurant where we watched the most amazing sunset. Food wasn’t really my cup of tea but nonetheless the surroundings made me okay with it. :D

Unfortunately the lack of water and the sun that day left me with heat exhaustion. Not quite heat stroke but enough to make me sick the next day, feel like shit on our flight back, swear I saw Henry Golding at the airport (totally did) and then come home to spend the next two weeks sick in bed with a high fever, puking like there’s no tomorrow. Oh what a joy that was. So yeah, that’s the Bali story. It was an amazing trip and I can’t thank my aunt enough for taking me along with her. I had an absolute blast and while yes at times it did get boring, to a point where it felt like one of those typical family trips where you only have limited conversation in a sense, I still did have an amazing time. As for recent hang outs well… Hmm… On the 11th of Decemeber, I randomly called up Lyanna for dinner and made her go on an Ikea date with me. She had just gotten back from Singapore so we spent that entire evening just catching up and talking about absolutely everything. It was hilarious, especially all the stories she brought back from Singapore. Oh it was gold. But it was really nice seeing her. On the 14th we went out again for Zain’s birthday party. Obviously we got to see Zandra as well so that was nice. Hung out as his place for a bit as everybody drank, then we went to Vertigo but to be honest Lyanna and I were just bored and… Not really up for partying somehow. I don’t know it was a weird feeling to describe but I did meet some really nice people and dear lord, I RAN into so many people I knew. It ranged from all over the place, like Ratri’s old Sayfol friends, some of her SIS friends, Lana’s school friends, a lot of Lyanna’s old school friends, random people I just knew from here and there. Just. So. Many. People. I literally repeated the whole, “Hi! How are you? Long time no see!” Oh my god, there was even one rather random hilarious moment where I met one of Ratri’s old school mates. I remember only meeting him once and he seemed too as well because he asked if we’ve met before and I told him, “Yes, Sayfol Idol, we were about 12/13 and all you did was throw water on me.” Haha so he proceeded to denying it but it was like I said, a really nice random conversation.

Lyanna and I tried our hand at dancing, but there were way to much groping happening for our liking. We ran, and found Zandra and Zain. It really was just a lazy mess. An interesting night somehow but a mess. Eventually by 5:30 we got back to my place where we crashed and woke up feeling lazy the next day. So much for us deciding to have a “YOLO” day and just let loose and have fun. Hahahaha. We did have a lot of random people hit on us that night though, very awkward… Anyway, on the 16th I got to see Lana by chance which was really nice to just hang out with her for a bit and catch up about absolutely everything. Since it was a rainy day I even had an excuse to wear a hoodie. Oh yeah it was nice alright. :D The last day on earth shit was complete and utter crap, we are all still alive so fuck you stupid people who stupidly maxed out their credit cards. On the 21st, I met up with Lana and Lyanna at InHouse for a random hang out. Almost ran into somebody I’ve successfully avoided for more than a year now, so that would have been awkward and then I slowly got more excited for Christmas. On the 23rd, I met up with my parents at the Curve before following them to Midvalley to go Christmas shopping with Lana. A very last minute but fun adventure. We were so damn organized and completed everything we had to do in less than two hours. Thanks to Lana already previously walking through the mall and before we were just that damn organize. Oh yeah. We’re that cool. Hahaha okay it’s 2:30 now and I’m successfully getting weirder. It was so much fun just shopping and finding the perfect gifts, even though we had a time limit and the people annoyed the fuck out of us. Oh I saw the most gorgeous heels too but they didn’t fit that amazingly so I had to let it go… The good news of the day though was that Lana got to see my dad as Santa! Hahaha which she proceeded to laughing her ass of when that happened but I got my payback when I made her take a picture with him. Suckaaa. :P

After that we all went home, locked ourselves in my room and started wrapping shit loads of presents I had for everybody. Seriously by the time I looked at the puddle of wrapped presents did I realize just how many gifts my mum was getting. Ah it was worth it in the end. Lana left around sixish to walk a dog, and then I went to D&D’s at around 8:30 to see Luen AND Lana again. They were their typical sappy selves. But it was still nice seeing Luen because while Lana admits to being the Grinch, Luen is a huge Christmas fan like I am. Hahaha. They seemed pretty excited about giving me my presents so that was an exciting thing, we had to wait for Lyanna, Sandra and Jason to get there first… But it was worth it. When Jason and Sandra arrived, Jason and I proceeded to having a really funny thing where we continued with our previous decision to be siblings. So whenever I said “my parents” he would correct me and say “OUR parents” or when I asked a question about his sister or his parents he’d make me say, OUR sister and OUR parents. It was absolutely hilarious but it was really nice in a way because hey, he would make a pretty awesome brother. Basically the night was one of the best ways I’ve ever spent Christmas Eve Eve and it was an amazing way to basically start of the official Christmas season. It was a night with great friends filled with tipsy moments (for them anyway) where we discussed how we met, old things we did we friends, and just any random memory we could think off. Like how Lana, Lyanna and I all apparently had small tiny crushes on Jason at one period of the time. Which mindfucked both Luen and Jason. Hahahaha or when Luen and Lana gave my present. Which was this homemade list of “Pixie’s Observation of Specimens of the Male Species” after Lana told him the story of what I did in Bali. It’s a list that I have to fill out each time I find a guy and it’ll help me see if he’s a douchebag or a nice guy. Hahahahahaha there’s even a section asking me if he’s real. Yes, I’m sure he’ll be real. I mean Joseph Gordon Levitt is real. He just doesn’t know he’s supposed to marry me yet. :P But yeah, it was a really nice night, it was just so amazing talking about all these old memories, relaxing, realizing Christmas was so soon and just being all together. I mean Jason said at a random moment that he’s just happy to share this moment with his best friends and I couldn’t agree more. This group of friends are people who mean so much to me and to be able to spend such an important night in a way with them, just made the night even more amazing. Until well Lana got really drunk and fell asleep so we all squeezed into Jason’s pick up truck listening to Fairytale of New York and leading Lana to Lyanna’s hotel room near the Curve. Oh the random things we do. So yeah that’s basically all the stories I have left to say.

It’s nearly 3am now, I’m listening to Ed Sheeran, I’m getting lost in my thoughts again and I think it’s about time for me to go to bed but on a TV show note I’ve finally been catching up on my shows and I must make a rather odd comment. Despite my overall issues against Glee before, for some reason season four is actually making me like it a lot. Maybe not the songs… But I actually like the plot line somehow. In a weird way. They still are pretty shit at it but I like the new characters even though I initially had my doubts about the old characters leaving. I like Rachel and Kurt’s life in New York. I like Brody. I like Sam and Brittany together. I love Marley and Jake together. I love Jake and Puck being brotherly. Everybody is all kind of really awesome and I’m really enjoying watching the series. Even Finn taking care of Glee club. It’s all weirdly interesting somehow. But it still has it’s really lame moments.

And with that, I bid you all farewell. Excuse the mess of a blog, I payed no mind to structure today, I just wrote random crap. But as my last blog of the year 2012, Happy New Year everybody. May 2013 bring you great things and amazing possibilities. :D
x

Hey just wanted to say that I DO enjoy reading your blog. Maybe because I know most of the people you talk about, but if I didn't, it'd still be very interesting. Just saying :) PS: say hi to Zaki for me pls :)

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:28:56 +0800

Aw you do? That’s mighty sweet to hear. Thank you so much. It’s cool that you know who I’m talking about. I take it you mean Arizona Zaki? Hahaha then yes sure I already told him you said hi! I’m so sorry for the late reply btw. :D Thanks Anon, you made my 3:30am night. And gawssshh am I exhausted. :3

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Mon, 10 Dec 2012 00:26:02 +0800

Hello bloggerverse, it’s been a while hasn’t it? I haven’t even attempted to blog since I got back from my trip to Singapore, which is now nearly a month ago. Or already a month… Lost count. Since then I’ve gone to Bali, came home sick, spent nearly two weeks in bed sick with heatstroke (an absolute torture I must admit) and the second week of that sickness, sick with the common cold. My cough has yet to leave me and it’s annoying as ever but thankfully I am now better. The week after that I spent it cleaning the house in preparation for Christmas because guess what? IT’S DECEMBER! Happy holidays everybody, we’re coming once again to the year end and my most favorite holiday season of the year. CHRISTMAS. Is it too early to start wishing people Merry Christmas? Because Merry Christmas indeed. I’m so excited for Christmas. I always am. I adore Christmas. It makes me happier than you can ever imagine. I mean, yes my ideal wish would be to be in a winter wonderland but alas, that isn’t happening. Regardless of that the house looks AMAZING for Christmas this year. I got new curtains, my room looks so different yet so cool. I have a couple more frames up with pictures that make me smile so much despite looking at it countless of times and we painted some walls in the house so everything just looks so cozy. Truth be told, this Christmas I really don’t feel like going out so much. I just want to stay at home snuggled up and clinging on to whatever I have left of my numbered Christmases left. Let’s not kid myself, I’m nearly 19. I only have a few more amazing Christmases left before I’m truly an adult and I have to start doing things like these for myself. It’s almost sad to realize that. I’m very sentimental this Christmas. I think I finally understand what my dad goes through every year and why you find him randomly tearing up at some moments. I get it. Not completely, but enough. I never want to grow up, because moments like these are so amazing I wish I could just keep it to myself forever.

Oh look at me, getting all emotional. I just seem to be having a very sensitive tear gland lately that finds it very easy to make me cry at any moment. I know I can cry on demand but I really mean cry right now. As if you’ll suddenly find me very emotional and quiet and I’ll just have this urge to cry about the drama in my life, the little remaining pieces of my childhood I have left and the fact that I still am beyond scared of what the future holds. Yup, I am very emotional lately. I feel like a pregnant woman with hormones going crazzzzyyy and we all know I’m far from pregnant. Though mind you, I eat like a pregnant woman. Onomnomnomnom, FOOD.

On to the point of my blog, I’ve realized recently how much I like to write. I like to write about random things. It doesn’t have to be particularly good but I like to write nonetheless. I tried my hand at stories once upon a time, never did quite manage to finish them. I think it has a lot to do with my procrastination. It probably does. Though on the bright side, I managed to write something. Kind of. It came to me one random night of being a bit of am emotional mess. I decided that for once I should just write what I felt and so I did. I let my emotions guide me, I let the words flow and while it’s a bit embarrassing to show anybody reading this… This… Well… I just felt like saying, “Hey. I wrote something!” And I did. On this blog. I don’t know how to explain it, what to say about it, I don’t know if it’s good, bad or horrible... I just wrote and you know what? It made me feel better. So this just leads me back to saying, I like writing.

It’s been rainy weather lately. Sunny days, stormy afternoons. I’m sitting here catching up with all my missed YouTube videos (which are way to many to count no thanks to my random holidays and my week long sickness) and while watching Carrie Fletcher’s video I realized just how much I think she’s amazing. There’s a cool connection to her actually. She’s friends with Alex Day, who’s best friends with Charlie McDonnell, but it actually took me a while to realize that she’s the sister of Tom Fletcher aka one of the most popular guys from the band McFly. I love that, I love that they are siblings but she’s also a big part of my favorite YouTube community. It’s just awesome. Plus, McFly will always remain to be one of my favorite bands. They are just amazing, kind of insane to think that two of them are married or well on their way of being married. Damn. Where did the time fly? Hmmm. The cutest part is that Tom Fletcher married his childhood sweetheart, apparently they dated seven years before they got engaged and he proposed at the spot where they met for the first time. THIS IS SO ADORABLE. OH MY HEART. Anyway remember my theory about OUAT where I said the random guy getting the post card at the start of the second season was possibly Rumpelstiltskin’s son? Turns out he’s Henry’s FATHER and there’s more to his story than anything not to mention August Booth (Pinocchio) having something to do with it. Though sadly that probably also means no other love interest for Emma. They’d obviously want her to end up with him. Sucks. I kind of like that thing she has going on with Captain Hook. Sexual tension and all……. Or maybe I just find him sexy…. Probably. Or she could have gotten with Jefferson. Or even August. Hell, she’s one of those girls isn’t she? That can be shipped with everybody. Hermione Granger is one of them too. All scenarios of Fanfiction that make her shippable with a lot of people. I just watched an episode of The Walking Dead, which absolutely broke my heart to tell you the truth. I mean I knew Lori was going to die, because of the comic… But I never really wanted her to die… She was a bitch but she didn’t need to die. Plus it’s kind of sad to see T-Dog dying too, he was pretty cool of a character for the series… He was just one of the people that I never hated or got annoyed over. THIS IS SO SAD MAN. See this is why zombie series/movies are so heartbreaking, because people DIE. I don’t like people dying. T.T

Long story short, as of right now I’ve been seriously avoiding Tumblr. I’m way behind my TV shows (give or take four episodes per TV series) and I do not want to find any spoilers what so ever, so I’ve been hiding away from Tumblr. It kind of helps that we’re coming to the winter finales for the shows, but it’s also sad because it means whatever cliffhangers you’re left with, you have to wait till the New Year to find out. Oh the torture. This is life as a TV show addict for you, dear people of the interwebs.

I sense a long blog on the way, but what have I been up to lately you ask? I’ll save the big stories of Singapore and Bali for later, but let’s see… After coming back from Singapore I spent Halloween with Sarah and Tera. Or should I say Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz. Yes in typical American fashion, Sarah was incredibly excited about it being Halloween. We even ran into Captain America, Spock and the Grim Reaper, who gave me the creeps just by standing next to me and staring me down. Oh the shivers. We watched that movie with Jennifer Lawrence and Max Theiriot which turned out better than we expected, and less scary. It was a thriller, I think it’s called “The House At The End of the Street” if I’m not mistaken. The plot twist in that movie was insane, we were so confused at one point. But all in all, I love Jennifer Lawrence and we all know that big major crush I had on Max Theiriot. Remember from the Pacifier and Catch That Kid days. Oh sweet Max. All grown up and cuter than ever now. Hello. (;

The next day I hung out with Lana, though I can’t recall what we did… The day after that I had a random hang out with the Avengers at Groupbase. We ate a lot, as we usually do. Oh sweet butter chicken. After that random hang out, Zandra came and kidnapped me so we could hang out and talk a bit at Rasta. It was really random. The day after that I had random late night movie with Lyanna, where we watched Skyfall. Which was an awesome movie. But the parentals were a bit anal about me sleeping early because I had something to do in the morning. It was a really bad day after that. The only thing that kept me going was the fact that Sarah was with me the entire day so that helped. Despite the parents being soooooooo frustrating. That ended my weekend. The next week was pretty uneventful. Apart from Obama being re-elected, woot woot. On Saturday I saw Adrees and Syaza before their fifteen hour long Star Wars marathon and the next day I went to the Twins house to watch football with the group, and only got home at like 3:30. But it was fun, Azizul and I had a really random conversation in the car ride back. It was pretty random sneaking back into the house though, I mean they knew I was out but I normally don’t come home when they are asleep. :P On the 14th met up with Jia and everybody at Taylor’s to film her school project which was so much fun to do because we had to act in accordance to different types of lecturers. One was the invisible lecturer, so we could throw paper at each other and use our phones and just be random. It was really funny, I had a good time. We ate at Burger Lab after that, it was pretty nice. Though I think I’ve had better burgers. The bun was so weird…

After that on the 16th I left for Bali, and when I returned I was stuck in bed sick for a week. Like literally not able to do anything because even using my phone gave me serious headaches. I had fever and I needed to drink so much water and let me tell you, heatstroke is no fucking fun at all. There came a point by the second week, that I was literally bored of sleeping. That was how bored I was of being sick. But on Friday, a day before December I ended up randomly hanging out with Lyanna at night. We watched the latest Twilight movie which was better than I expected and the best out of the series. But it was still very humorous and provided great entertainment for us. There came a point where we actually got so bored waiting for the big vampire fight scene, we were so tempted to leave but we really wanted to see that scene. In the end, the movie surprised us with a random plot twist that wasn’t in the books. They made Carlisle die, and then Seth and Jasper and Leah and just a lot of people. So Lyanna and I were sitting there debating if that happened in the books, but we guessed pretty fast that it was just Alice and her vision that she was showing Aro to say that, “This is what will happen if you choose to fight.” THE BABY LOOKED SO FAKE BY THE WAY. I couldn’t stand it. Her face just looked so edited. It was ridiculous. But yeah, it really was as I’ve always though. The vampire aspect of Twilight was what made this movie more interesting. So with all the vampires and their interesting power, the movie turned out to be entertaining. Especially with that awesomely adorable vampire Benjamin. He was always my favorite. We went to meet Kierien after that, in Solaris and hung out there for a bit. It wasn’t until 2am when I found out that Lyanna was actually SERIOUS about kidnapping me and not bringing me home. She then proceeded to telling me to tell my parents that she’ll have me home by sunrise. At about 3am we headed back to her place, where we lazed around and watched Magic Mike which was entertaining to a point of a sexy Alex Pettyfer but then it got really weird and awkward with the amount of guy thongs and ass cheeks. I mean honestly, there were to many to count and I’m pretty certain that I am scarred for life. *shivers* The movie ended really weirdly though but by the time it was over, it was nearly sunrise so we went out for a little walk to just watch the sun come up. And then by 8am I was home. To a slightly cranky parent squad who weren’t happy I was up all night despite still being slightly sick, but meh. I was awake and helping out with stuff before my dad even came back from his Santa duties. And yes, my dad really is Santa this year for Christmas. He’s going around malls dressed as Santa, saying “ho ho ho” and being true to his name. It’s really adorable. I visited him and my mum at the Curve on Sunday, but I was still at the state of my sickness where I had insane headaches so despite feeling like such a douche, walking around with sunglasses actually did help so much. Hahahaha I am so dramatic.

ST. NICHOLAS DAY HAPPENED! My house is filled with chocolates again to slowly make me gain the weight I lost during my heatstroke days. Oh boy. Saw Luen and Lana on the 7th, we hung out at D&D’s just the three of us. Random as usual with them being exceptionally more adorable than they normally are. For good reasons. I just love when a plan comes together, honestly… It makes you feel so achieved some how. Hahahaha. But yeah, it was nice seeing them especially since I saw them previously on the first of December after Lyanna kidnapped me and they found great amusement in calling my sick voice adorable, while being overly dramatic every time I would start coughing and/or smoke would get in my face. Hahahahaha it was hilarious because Luen would like put his hand on my face and push me away from the smoke while glaring at whoever is responsible for it. If I didn’t end up coughing every time I laughed, I would have laughed so much because of it. The night was pretty interesting, Jason showed up and we randomly just followed him back to his place so he could shower. We got to see his new car, on top of making him stay with us at D&D for a while. Then yeah, just really random night. And that is basically all I’ve been doing lately. Apart from cleaning the house like there’s no tomorrow. My room is sparkly clean, as I like it. I saw Ratri by chance yesterday. We have this thing where the world doesn’t favor us hanging out so whenever we are free, or we plan something it’ll never work. But we’ll always managed to hang out if it’s by pure chance. So I saw her and Trisha for a bit, followed them around in Ikea and just talked. It was really nice seeing her. Plus I got some Christmas shopping done as well. And I bought a note pad so I can stay more organized. Even wrote a list of who to buy presents for. I FEEL SO ORGANIZED. Wow, I really can amuse myself so easily…

The one song I cannot get out of my head at this current moment is Die Young by Kesha, for some reason I just love it. I don’t know why I love it but I find it so bloody catchy. At least it got the Whistle song out of my head. That song is just so stupid, it’s all about blow jobs obviously but it gets stuck in your head. Oh my god. But I am currently making myself happy by listening to McFly, they just released the cutest song ever called Love Is Easy. It makes me feel so sappy and happy and just aw so sweet. I love McFly, as stated somewhere above.

Anyway, this blog has turned out longer than I expected. I suppose story time with Huixian shall be set for another blog. I mean, I felt like writing so I’ll just submit this for once early. Hey I actually wrote a blog in one day, and I’m publishing it on the same day. Would you believe that? What are the odds. Hahahaha.

BECAUSE I CAN AND BECAUSE I WILL, MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. Soon ish. Advance wishes?
x

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